Posted by manic666 on December 26, 2008, at 13:00:03
is it just me or part of the illness i dont like christmas or holidays , they get in the way of you well planned routine,we carnt just turn on to holidays as the normals do , boarding planes like 5 year olds with there new trainers on an holiday haicut,s.i dont do holidays anymore ,i had my worst depression crash on holiday ,i didnt no what day it was or planet , im not putting myself in that position again.christmas for the kids thats ok ,i deal with that im not into it an drift like a feather in an out off mental torture. its hard to see people so happy when your not is the anwser,i have interests an hobbies that need me to keep at least 50.50 but i witness a massive drop at these times of the year,im not sgrooge i would like to like it , what is it that stops me. anyboby the same
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