Posted by Fivefires on October 26, 2008, at 19:42:31
In reply to Re: The WORST I've ever been » Fivefires, posted by yxibow on October 20, 2008, at 1:49:09
I'm not fooling any of you. The gusto is gone. The 'want' is gone. I'm afraid it's back to the medication. If my face 'stuck like it is right now', I'd have a permanent frown.
Pls don't tell me I'M GIVING UP or IT'S MY FAULT; 'cuz if it is, I know already.
Jay's take is inspiring and if I read it every morning maybe, just maybe it would help me, but I can't even move upon waking w/o a Provigil.
I am going to print out J, author unknown of course, so I can re-read it, and put it in a place close to me, like right by my bed.
Why am I doing this to myself? I don't think I am. I think something bigger than me is holding me down.
I don't know what to say. I'm sorry.
5f
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