Posted by B2chica on August 22, 2008, at 9:30:32
ok, i'm dropping way down right now. was down but thoughts/visuals are coming in.
how much of depression/bipolar are genetic and how much environmental?
i keep having these thoughts that when my little baby grows up she's going to attempt suicide.
its giving me heart palpitations.
i think i'm about to have a panic attack.i want to off myself just thinking of what i've done to her.
please tell me, does anyone know what are the chances of her getting depression.
as mine is pretty strong/severe whatever. and i've had it since about age 14.(not always severe, it goes in waves over the years.
HOWEVER, i also have history of abuse so i know that factors in to it. i'm hoping its a bigger factor so that she may not get it.
and is there a chance that she may not get it at all??please someone ease my mind. i keep getting these stupid intrusive visuals of her as teenager and i find her in her room...
i don't know how to stop them from coming in.please help
b2c.
poster:B2chica
thread:847668
URL: http://www.dr-bob.org/babble/20080822/msgs/847668.html