Posted by Sky Brite Line on July 29, 2008, at 20:40:26
In reply to Re: Quick follow of visit to doctor......, posted by Nadezda on July 29, 2008, at 14:19:11
back......i was joggning but got in bad mood, decdied to come back here.
Well, first of all, dont like to "center" attention. It looks that when i read the post over with, so i apologize.
Do you know how many years here i've posted, i've changed my face so many times. Two-face! more than that... multiple faces from scars from life! i've done to myself......hahahahaha! 4 years ago this whole website was concerned about me, and i lost it. Why? because......because aspects of blockage, and no act on motivation. I'm older now, back then i didnt understand hardly anything about life.
But to responders....
Phillipa....hey! how are you? no dont worry nothing bad is going to happen, because im going to take control, sooner or later....
Justerherself54-----i've been on seroquel 200mg at night, god I cant stand it. Its an Anti-psychotic that doctors use to knock people by blocking the thoughts. I asked him please dont write it for me. It was horrible, i woke up horrible, in a daze, could not think at all.
Nadedza - he eventually wants me off it completely. Taking me down, and its not going to good. I spoke with him that, i've read that it's dependency potency. I told him it has saved me so many times from going crazy (nerves, sweating, being paranoid about the worst happening).....it makes me fine.
I do have nights of insomnia, in general because i cant stop thinking about whats wrong, how horrible a day went. Its all perception and dwelling in thinking about it. About Secobarbital.....he can't do it. The only reason is some nights my thoughts, and i feel electric. That was so stupid of me to ask about that........someone just "whack" me for saying that. Yea "Whack!" Put shame all over myself.
Anyways thanks for responding. I've learned that i've improved with my writing skills here on this site. I wrote tons of papers, that where HORRIBLE. Just writing here is like a term paper.
Sky
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