Posted by your#1fan on February 28, 2008, at 14:54:36
In reply to Re: Devastating News » your#1fan, posted by Glydin on February 28, 2008, at 8:30:10
Im really upset, this is just. Horrible. The severity im telling you of "non-focus" i put is off the charts, but my doctor now refuses, and disowns me because of something that took place 3 years ago?
I dont get it. Im just, people i know take Adderall, Vyvanse, Ritilin, and im a worse condition than they are! im all over the place, lose my keys, lose my binder, miss what the teacher said, what else..... constantly and CONSTANTLY being told over and over how to do something, and then be like "blank".
My hopes where so up before i went to go see him because i thought, by now he would understand by the amount of phone calls i made to him, about how bad im doing. AND THE LETTERS I WROTE HIM! stating ALL of the symptoms i go through every freaking day! Is that bad to call your doctor, about 15 times in maybe a month, telling him how bad im doing. Or is that considered annoying? i think he was annoyed because his additude was "dont let the door hit you you in the *ss". That was so devestating to me the way he came across, his opinion of me, thinking im some drug abuser, i did at 3 years ago.
But this time, i have so much, i dont know if im going to drop out of school i cant handle the amount of intesity collage demands for!
Im just so depressed he did this, what happened is he called a lawyer asking for advice, the lawyer told him that he would be liable for me, IF anything happened (i went psychotic, killed myself) BUT THESE THINGS are out of the question, they would never happen. That is oh, i take XANAX for panic attacks....he has no problem with that. Its stimulants he avoids. This is a problem, that is severe and not being treated.
Ill just take your advice, no stimulants, but im telling you its going to be a hard hard hard thing to cope with.
Thanks Gyldin, im going to go lay down. The enviorment, and control im under by my mother is whats hindering me. I've got to know when to get out and get the right treatment.
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