Posted by your#1fan on February 18, 2008, at 0:23:32
Hey guys,
Well im doing ok, but i have alot of things i have to deal with life. Actaully there is so many bad things that happen to me, why dont i have a sign "hey bus, come hit me in the street!"
But um...listen i just have to have ask something, what is a dream that happens and you wake up and say "thank god!" its a dream, then a week later it happens (in a diffrent fasion) Like i always can dream things going bad, paticular people in a dream saying something to me, then they actaully say something similar. This is giving me the creeps.
Right now i just want these dreams to stop, they come true, and there always bad. Bad bad bad, like things i keep underthe carpet. They come back to haunt me.
Another thing, L-I-F-E, you know alot of people say im "high on life" because there so happy with it.....im high with hypomania because life is so danm hard to deal with. Every morning i hate hear that alarm to look at, and get up and act like everything is fine.
Prozac: to make life seem ok, and tolerable.
Xanax: stop some of the incredilbe panic's you'll ever see. But it doesnt help me find my keys i lose....
Zyprexa : obvious now, keep me sane.
Temazepam: agaited insomnia, usally im agigitated with my thoughts, need Lithium.But, thats it. Should i make a trip to new york or something to get away from this? jk.....
fan's troubles.
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