Posted by tepi on November 15, 2007, at 22:21:24
In reply to Re: Thatīs it , Im done , I got enough ŧ Mathia, posted by Squiggles on November 15, 2007, at 21:12:42
No guys , Im not well , I apprecciate all your posts , I was hoping just 1 or 2 replies .these were alot and a I read every one of them
I am not trying to have your attetions on me
YOu said pretty good thougths you even also
used inversal psychology just saying "was nice
to meet you" , but this post was not to have the attention of all.You know , I have been in this board more than 7 years ,I believe not sure.I have read a lot of post , some people have died , others have had succes , others are still here.
and this goes on.
This thougt came to my mind because when my grandfather died , a cousin had a child and I spoke with my aunt some days later and told me she felt that God took her dad but send her a grandson
She was sad but at the same time they eyes were shining while talking of his granchild. that is the way I want my parents to think and feel , that is why i think this woild be a good moment and not at any time.
I had 2 attempts in the past when all this started
The first one was critical, but Im still here . I cant denied that sometimes I think I am still here for some reasonsorry but someone posted a link , what was that? ill check it ( i dont rmember the nicks, im very sorry)
so what to do !!?? I dont believe in doctors ,worst they dont handle MAOIS here. maybe a very rare combination of meds can give me a better quality of life, but I have spent years and years and nothing has help me enough.stimulants with MAOIs? I need selfconfidence , happines ,porsocial . friends , be able to talk with anybody , express my ideas with no fear
and this post sucks
I think I am psychotic in this moment, I feel too much anger is inside me.
sorry
poster:tepi
thread:795191
URL: http://www.dr-bob.org/babble/20071115/msgs/795382.html