Posted by UgottaHaveHope on December 22, 2006, at 0:56:52
I am trying to figure out why I am always in a constant state of fear. When this happens, my adrenaline rushes and I dont even know what I fear any longer. I became distant and then withdraw from others. I'm 36, and this all started when I was 26.
One of my friends said it could be from my childhood experiences. When my mom remarried when I was 10, she married someone who was both very cruel and jealous toward me (because of my mother's love). He never hit me, but he abused me emotionally. I can remember staying up night after night hearing him scream at my mom.
Can anyone relate? How do you deal with it? Meds? Any specifically? Thanks, Michael
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