Posted by jealibeanz on August 28, 2006, at 23:18:51
In reply to Re: Im sinking » tepiaca, posted by Declan on August 28, 2006, at 17:25:57
Tepica, I'm not telling you to commit suicide at all. I don't know you. I'm not going to go there right now...
However, I hate when people criticize those who contemplate or go through with ending their life. If things are so bad, who are we to judge? Everyone says, think of the burden you're leaving on your family and friends. Well, think of the burden that life has on those who are suicidal?
I don't blame others or society in general for my problems. In fact, I blame myself, my brain which has been damaged since birth (for real), and my inability to handle stress to due my handicap.
I don't want to be alive right now. In fact, I haven't wanted to for quite some time. If I somehow, for some reason go through with ending my life, it will be on my own accord and it will be for the better. Sometimes I guess I'd like to give up and admit defeat.
Again, I'm not telling anyone to take their own lives. This is just where I personally stand on the matter. The battle isn't worth it for me, so I understand if others feel that way too.
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