Posted by heaven help me on May 20, 2006, at 12:49:18
In reply to Depression - Anxiety Bipolar Illness, posted by snapper on May 20, 2006, at 3:22:32
HI-I'm BP2, anxious, depressed as well. It's been a 5 year battle so far. I have 5 small children at home full-time and sometimes I just think I will bang my head against the wall until it stops working! I've been on the med roller coaster for the last 4 years. I'm a narcoleptic insomniac (my joke) and unable to sleep at night (imagine the days with my loved ones) and I can fall asleep without a moments notice while sitting in a chair. I could go on and on with the list of sh*t. But here's what I have to say if you'll listen. I would be DEAD by now if it wasn't for the fact that in the midst of all this anxiety, affliction, perplextion, persecution and daily dying I didn't have a relationship with Christ. While all the meds, Dr.s, therapy, alternative trials, etc. take me PART of the way, HE takes me the rest and I am alive and I am hopeful and I am experiencing joy in the midst of all this crap.
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