Posted by CK1 on October 17, 2005, at 0:04:42
In reply to Anyone else find the walls interesting?, posted by Maxime on October 16, 2005, at 23:14:27
Maxime,
You seriously need to find a way to get back on Adderall XR. That would help with the apathy, boredom, and possibly the depression. FORCE YOURSELF to get a job, no matter what kind of job it is. You need to work so you can pay for your meds! There are lots of depressed people who are going to work. In my case, I get more depressed when I'm not doing anything. I am taking a full courseload in college and, if I wasn't doing that, I'd feel totally worthless! Maybe if you were employed again and making a little money, you'd actually feel better because you didn't have as much time to sit around and think about your depression. If you have nothing else to think about besides your depression, that's not going to help things. Obviously, nothings going to help except the right meds, but you at least need to try to "get out there" and start living! Easier said than done.............
BTW, Your posts really make me feel bad for you. I wish I could give you med advice from my limited knowledge, but you said you've tried every single drug out there. I think you need to stop trying to rely on meds as the "only answer" and try to incorporate some form of "therapy/will power/?" into your recovery.
I hate seeing people suffer! And I hate suffering myself too :)
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