Posted by rjlockhart98 on July 14, 2005, at 14:05:26
I never know if everything is going to ok.
Thats it, i stay in a state of fear of what will happen next, my mind. I praying that my thoughts will stay they course.
I think if i optimize my thoughts, i will have a much quality of life.
When i wake up in the morings, i have anxiety and disoritation. This makes me really distressed of what is going to happen.
Optimistism some times i think is increase in serotonin levels, but thats really a superficial viewpoint.
Drive is more dopamine.
Alot of times i worry out of the open i will something horrible will happen, i will lose control. Staying sedated on medications doesnt do anything. When i have taken Stimulants, i feel i am GOING to do something about this, i read books, i write journels, and plot out what these things are.
I I i just am going to do something.
Does anyone ever know what i am talking about.
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