Posted by linkadge on April 18, 2005, at 17:21:24
In reply to Re: Antidepressants and the central nervous system, posted by Spriggy on April 18, 2005, at 15:25:55
I am in utter hell all my life. I just tell the doctors I am fine these days because I don't trust anybody anymore. Therapy would've been the answer to start with, (when I didn't really have a "chemical imballence"), but now therapy doesn't help much because now I actually do have a chemical imballance, one caused by all the garbage that I've been fed.
If I tell somebody how suicidal I am they just smile and back away so to speak. They push me off to somebody else. I become somebody else's buisness. Today, the doctor's mentality is "what is the fastest way I can get this guy to stop complaining"Nobody even takes my symptoms literally anymore. Every symptom is from anxiety to them.
I probably have a large tumor in the side of my head that nobody thought to try and look for.
And when they find it and remove it, my brain still won't work properly because my brain is dammaged by all the other attempts to fix me up.Its so terrably frustrating because now I've tried them all. I've been on everything, SSRI's SNRI's, trycyclics, MAOI's, antipsychotics, anticonvulsants, stimulants, sedatives, mood stabalizers.
And please don't anybody white flag me or whatever. I'm just starting to recover from the last time somebody called me in as being suicidal. Now the whole school knows me as the one with the mentall illness.
If you feel the urge to intervene, jeeze just give me a call or send me an email.
[xxx]Linkadge
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