Posted by Emme on October 7, 2004, at 15:54:48
In reply to Re: Emme has settled down, posted by SLS on October 7, 2004, at 15:46:44
> > Okay, I'm done railing and raving. Staying with Lamictal and going to try to put non-productive obsessing out of my mind. Thanks guys.
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> Don't confuse obsession with desperation.
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> Decisions are difficult to make without the aid of a crystal ball.Apparently mine is not operational. I keep rubbing it and nothing happens. Or is that supposed to be the lamp?
Anyway, mirapex is out. At the moment, I'm not sitting in a depressive abyss (knock on wood). It's not perfect, but it's been much worse. I think that because another drug seemed to end up giving me negative effects, I'm finding myself questioning all of them. And because I'm not in dire straights, it gets me to thinking "Gee, could I be even better without *anything*? In other words, feeling slightly better is enabling me to think retrospectively, take stock of life, and get steamed at what's lost. Does that make sense?
So, I'm going to sit tight for the moment and then if I backslide, start thinking about what the next step would be.
Emme
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