Posted by iris2 on September 8, 2004, at 21:45:55
In reply to AAARGGHHHH, posted by underthecs on September 8, 2004, at 20:27:50
I feel responsible since you responded to me. Well I put a lot of people through hell so I guess it is my turn:)
> NOTHING MAKES IT BETTER.
Makes what better? How can I answer you if you are not communicating?
>I AM AN EMPTY SHELL OF A PERSON.
So am I. Really I am not joking. You've got a starting point anyway:\
> JUST KILL ME PLEASE.
>I AM TOO AFRAID TO KILL MYSELF. BUT I WANT TO. I WANT TO A LOT AND TOO OFTEN.
Okay you want to be dead. What if you don't want to be dead tomorrow or next week?
Honestly most of the time I would prefer not to be around but once in a while I am glad for a moment or an hour that I am.You are not communicating much about what exactly is actually making you feel this way. What is? Who is? Why?
Are you talking to anyone in more specific terms? Even if it is just to vent? It is easier just to block it all out and wish for a way out I know. It is not easy to try but it might be worth it at least for a moment here and there. None of us here have it easy.>My advice for you, since you're asking this question, is to find a source of safety for yourself until you no longer want to ask this question. Whether that means calling a family member, a friend, a priest, or checking into a hospital depends on your situation. Please choose the best course to ensure your safety, and act on it.>>
I hope you do this. Nothing is so important in any life to feel this way. Give yourself a break.
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