Posted by starr7462 on May 28, 2004, at 14:20:04
geee my b day is sat and i just done care, it has been hard stoping the meds but i am starting to feel a little bit better, i still take adivan for attacks and ambien to sleep but that it i had just had it with all the side effects of it all so now i just have to pull myself up out of this hole and get on with life, found out the radiation from the cancer damaged just about everything inside me so it like theres something in there eating all my insides away slowly so i want to be prepared for that and not be all messed up in the head!!! im sure i have plenty of life left it is just going to be a long painful wqay to go but that is what my life has been any ways so why should it be any diff now. we cant do transplants because there are still cancer cells there and if we open me up and that air hits it it will spread every where so im just kinda screwed. but life goes on so.
thanks for listing, this board has been wonderful for that.
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