Posted by Ilene on February 25, 2004, at 18:37:50
In reply to Marplan Diary Day 12, posted by Ilene on February 24, 2004, at 21:07:10
Today was dismal. Saw my pdoc/therapist. I go up to 40 mg. Marplan today and stay there for a week. So far I've had no side effects.
I was so weepy and miserable she went through her "was I going to be safe" routine and even offered to see me a second time this week. I'm not sure what that would do. Usually I get a lift from our sessions but there's nothing she can do for me. I asked her what I can do that I'm not doing. She suggested thought-stopping. She said it might help if I did it over time. ECT came up again.
I didn't take any Klonopin this morning but I did in the afternoon. It didn't do too much.
It's after 7:30. I can watch TV soon and maybe read a little, then go to bed and hope tomorrow will be better.
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