Posted by JohnX2 on March 7, 2002, at 19:00:03
In reply to Re: Progressive neurodegenerative process??? » JohnX2, posted by sue doe on March 7, 2002, at 6:53:53
I like who you are!I was talking to an interesting friend last night about all my
other "boring" friend with "normal" lifes, default marriages, kids,
9-5 jobs, etc. Trying to follow all the trends. Copy what other
people establish. Any i think to my self "when I sit on my death bed,
do I want to look back on my life and feel accomplished that I did my
best to be like everyone else?". NO! Frankly, I've remarked that my
treatment is going better and I'm having fewer of these little
"hypomanic" episodes. But I'm also not having these interesting racing
thoughts were I sometimes "think outside the box" and have something
that makes me a unique person. That's who I AM.Cherish who YOU ARE. I LIKE IT.
MY BEST,
JOHN> Progressive neurodegenerative process??? Maybe I should just sit in my rocking chair and hum. Except I would probably break it with all the weight I have put on.
> I have a teen age son who has been using marijuana. Perhaps he's trying to self-medicate. Of course, I don't like it. My husband drives truck. I want to send him off with him. Stress has always been a culprit when my problems have flared up. I've been jailed and hospitalized! What more can THEY do? Maybe if I don't get out from under the stress, that sczisophrenic gene will push forward its ugly face. I'll be hearing voices again! Nonetheless, I am who I am and I have the right to be me. I think I'll go sit in a closet.
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> Please forgive me if I'm too cynical. Sometimes I feel like all is loss. But thanks for complimenting the poetry. Maybe I better write another poem. I think it will be about a dripping faucet, dripping away the last of my brain turned to rain. (That rhymes, you know!)
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> Thus begins day five. Drug free!! Hee! hee! hee! Crazy me!!! Sue Doe (Nym)
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