Posted by IsoM on February 21, 2002, at 13:13:29
In reply to Re: Dangers of Marijuana (how it effects mental ill.), posted by Michael D on February 21, 2002, at 4:28:46
I used weed a lot when I was in my late teens. But speaking as a person who had a very low motivation drive, it absolutely killed what there was of it.
I often wonder if my resulting zero motivation (other than lots of mental planning & wishing) through the rest of my life was made permanently worse by my use of marijuana. For me, I'd never touch it again even if it was legal. I love the feeling of alertness, focus, & control I now have with adrafinil.
By the way, when I was stoned, I used to think my singing sounded *SO* beautiful. Singing is a major part of my life - only when depressed, otherwise I sing everyday. Now with adrafinil, I again think my singing is beautiful but I now can tell, while it IS good, it's hardly that beautiful but it still feels so wonderful to sing.
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