Posted by AmyM on March 6, 2001, at 18:55:54
In reply to Wanting to Die, posted by JasonL on March 6, 2001, at 11:37:46
Jason,
How brave you are!!! Just telling all of us how you are feeling signifies that hope is still there. Be proactive...keep looking for different options and don't give up. Just think, you live every day with the glimmer of hope that tomorrow will be a little bit brighter. It's so easy to fall, but So hard to get back on your feet. Don't give up, the world world would not be the same without you. Please follow-up tomorrow and let us know how you are doing.
My thoughts are with you, and like most people in the Forum, I've been there too.
Good Luck!!!
AmyM
> Friends,
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> I am at my end. To affraid to live, to affraid to die. I cannot snap out of this lonliness and depression. The days are to agonizing to go on. I have tried all kinds of meds, nothing seems to help my eternal fog, lonliness, despair. The thought of another day terrifies me. I have just begun with another therapist as if its gonna help. I just can't change my attitude and be possitive. I just want to go to sleep forever. My suicidal thinking is extreme. Every moment I am awake I think of death, a way out. Its just inbearable. I am living in hell with the world around me going on, enjoying, playing, making sense. There is this part of me that just wants to give up. Its a ruthless addictive aspect to myself that keeps me in bed, keeps me from doing anything. I am so afraid to die, so afraid to live.
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> JasonL
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