Posted by harry b. on June 4, 2000, at 21:53:06
In reply to harry b., how art thee?, posted by Noa on June 2, 2000, at 18:04:19
> Just wondering. You've been a bit quiet lately.
Hi Noa- Thanks for asking. I've been out of town
a few days and am just now catching up on the
chatter on the board.You asked, so I'll tell ya. I am a worthless piece
of camel dung, (can I go back to bed now)? Seriously,
I'm hanging on but I spend way too much time in
bed. I have no motivation at all. I managed to pay
some utility bills and my mortgage last week only
because of the disconnect notices I received. (if
a pink envelope arrives, open it)My few days away were spent at a flying contest.
I did not fly, but volunteered. I saw a lot of
people I haven't seen for a while, but didn't feel
like socializing. I did not even go to the banquet.Upping the Celexa to 40mg hasn't helped. I can take
20mg Ritalin (not SR) and go right back to bed.My excersize program went down the tubes.
I'm barely eating, some days nothing at all except
coffee and a glass of milk. This COULD contribute to
my fatigue, lack of motivation, and moroseness. I
did not have an appetite on Celexa and the Ritalin
is probably adding to the effect.Lots of days I've not gone out of the house. I make
it to the back porch and sit there, I read a while
and then fall prey to my jumbled self-defeating
thoughts.I'm to go back to work in 2 weeks (I postponed it
a month). I don't know how I'm going to do it, don't
even know how I'm going to be able to get up in
the mornings.Other than that, things are just sh*tty.
By the way, re: procrastination, I still have not
filed any of my income tax returns (waiting for
the sound of jack boots on my porch).Bet you're sorry you asked ;)
poster:harry b.
thread:35752
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