Posted by vesper on February 18, 2000, at 1:08:44
In reply to Re: Vesper--Go to the hospital, posted by torchgrl on February 18, 2000, at 0:49:24
Thank you everyone...I talked to my pdoc and she agreed to let me change meds if I can't take how I feel, I see her in a week and she said to not stop abruptly, to take one wellbutrin sr 150 and 600mg of neurontin until I see her. I was taking 300mg w. and 1200mg neur., I have had no wellbutrin in a couple of days, and 600mg neurontin. I can't bring myself to tell anyone how bad I really feel because I am really really scared...about hospitalization, etc. I would really rather be free to exercise my options, suicide or cutting, etc.
I'm going on a motorcycle ride with my club tomorrow morning from venice beach to the rock store, maybe that will help. Of course, lately I've been riding like a madman, lane-splitting at 90mph, etc. It seems unreal, like nothing can happen and if it does, I don't seem to care.
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