Posted by sane vs sanity on February 1, 2000, at 21:15:51
Do you ever feel you are on the brink of madness? Somedays it scares the hell out of me when my mind starts getting ahead of me. I think about dying all the time, not suicide,but wondering when it will happen and how. This is a constant for me. Is this part of being bi-polar? I was diagnosed a year ago and I am 37. Would love to find a drug that could make me numb and not think about the dying. My husband thinks I could just get over this because he doesn't fully believe in any mental illness especially this. My kids think I am psycho. I try to tell them about my illness. My mother passed away a little over a year ago and it has been very hard for me, Sometimes xanax helps me to relax, but i know I can't take it all the time, wish I could. Hoping someone will respond. thanks
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