Posted by alan on January 17, 1999, at 2:21:32
In reply to needhelp, posted by Rosalind Fiala on January 10, 1999, at 15:35:46
> I have tried suicide before and woke up in a state hospital where I was very afraid of the other patients, so I found myself saying whatever I had to to get out of there and did'nt get any help, now I'm finding myself at thatplace in my life again where I am afraid to go on living, and feel like crying all the time for no specific reason, I cant hold a job for more than three months at a time without getting fired and am very insecure I am 40 years old and have nothing to look forward to I have no family and no income. why should I be alive? I find myself wondering all the time, But I do believe in God and I wonder if i will burn in hell for eternity or if it's all just something they say to keep you here and suffering in this world.
Please, let us know how you're doing. Any news?
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