Psycho-Babble Social Thread 22006

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Posted by Phil on April 13, 2002, at 8:44:52

I......have had to live my own way
It's just day to day
It feels like dying

I......have had this demon for years
Brings tears upon tears
Alone I'm crying

I......have lost more than gained
And hiding this shame
Requires some lying

Maybe if......God loved me more
He would open the door
But He's not trying

If this is all I live for
Then why live at all
Why ask for love and joy
While just hoping not to fall

When I know I'm just the same
As those that hurt me then
I've tried to change my lot in life
But I'm too tired to try again...
~~~~~
Will God...swing the doors open wide
For those dead inside
Can He...put some hope in my death
Should I hold my breath...no, I think not

So what becomes of the souls that are lost
We've paid the ultimate psychic cost
Of walking dead in our own time
And living life outside the lines

So, do I go straight to hell
For taking my life by my own hand
Because of mental illness that wasn't a choice
Listen to her bastard; listen for the fading voice

Re: for sar » Phil

Posted by Shar on April 13, 2002, at 12:59:55

In reply to for sar, posted by Phil on April 13, 2002, at 8:44:52

Phil,

WOW.

That is incredible. Reflects exquisite pain. Beautifully written.

Shar

thanks phil. (nm)

Posted by Krazy Kat on April 16, 2002, at 8:36:15

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