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Posted by B2chica on February 15, 2006, at 10:39:18
yes this is still an issue and i'm gonna beat it to death.
i'm gonna ask if i can see both my old files...again. last time i only saw the latest one. but i want to see 1st old one...i'm gonna say it's cuz i want to read a letter to her...but truth is i want to copy what i wrote...cuz at the time it was pretty profound and i like to keep stuff like that so i can go back and read it to see what state i was in.
also the one in the most recent one was about my mother, i just glanced at it but it didn't seem real. and i want to copy that down too so i can really look at what i wrote and see where i was at when i wrote that. did i embellish, did i leave stuff out...you know, stuff like that.but i don't see her till next wed.
should i call her on monday and let her know i want to see old files or should i wait till i see her at the appt?
i thought maybe i should notify her ahead of time so that she can access them...thinking she'd need to know ahead of time.
but i don't want her to read them. yes i still don't trust her...but then again i feel like i'm testing her, to see if she will read any of it.what'd think?
b2c.
Posted by muffled on February 15, 2006, at 10:44:21
In reply to i'm gonna ask her...files..., posted by B2chica on February 15, 2006, at 10:39:18
Guess you can't really stop her.
I'd phone ahead so to make sure they are there for you or they'll proly just put you off again.
But I not the smartest fish in the sea.
Thanks for your good words b2c. Take care. All of ya.
Muffled
Posted by fairywings on February 15, 2006, at 15:39:25
In reply to i'm gonna ask her...files..., posted by B2chica on February 15, 2006, at 10:39:18
Hey B2, maybe from now forward you can be sure you save a copy of everything on your computer. I wouldn't remember anything w/o doing that. Just a thought.
As far as T, I'm sorry you aren't feeling trust, sucks doesn't it? Call her if you really feel you need to, but if you're comfortable waiting that's cool too. Sounds like it's kind of eating away at you. Have to go with the gut, I guess.
fw
Posted by B2chica on February 16, 2006, at 9:27:10
In reply to Re: i'm gonna ask her...files... » B2chica, posted by fairywings on February 15, 2006, at 15:39:25
i usually keep a copy in my journal but forgot with both of these.
i really want to test T2 and i think this is a way to do it. i'll call on monday and tell her i want to see both files when we meet next wed. and ask her not to read.
i really think i'll be able to tell if i think she's read it.but i'm mad at her. i'm mad cuz she's there and old T isn't. i'm mad cuz she's a woman, i'm mad cuz she's trying hard to be a 'therapist' and not a person. and i'm mad cuz i don't trust her and i feel like i have to...i feel like an animal backed into a corner...i can either fight and scratch my way out or i can pretend to befriend her and buddy up to get what i want then walk right out.
> Hey B2, maybe from now forward you can be sure you save a copy of everything on your computer. I wouldn't remember anything w/o doing that. Just a thought.
>
> As far as T, I'm sorry you aren't feeling trust, sucks doesn't it? Call her if you really feel you need to, but if you're comfortable waiting that's cool too. Sounds like it's kind of eating away at you. Have to go with the gut, I guess.
>
> fw
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