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Posted by Maxime on August 23, 2010, at 14:30:20
For once i would like to know what it is like to be depression free. I have had points in my life where I have come really close, but none where I have been COMPLETLY free. And a job. A job that could my mood and self esteem in many ways.
I don't see the point in life right now.
Posted by ed_uk2010 on August 23, 2010, at 15:04:36
In reply to For once!, posted by Maxime on August 23, 2010, at 14:30:20
>I don't see the point in life right now.
A life spent at home can rapidly start to feel pointless. The more you get out, the more value you will see in your life. This is why the job that you've been offered could represent a step towards becoming free of depression. Who knows. You might have a real impact on the business, which could help you to appreciate your value. Others will see your value...and this will help you to see it for yourself.
Take care of yourself.
Posted by PartlyCloudy on August 23, 2010, at 16:36:26
In reply to For once!, posted by Maxime on August 23, 2010, at 14:30:20
> For once i would like to know what it is like to be depression free. I have had points in my life where I have come really close, but none where I have been COMPLETLY free. And a job. A job that could my mood and self esteem in many ways.
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> I don't see the point in life right now.I have found that depression has been a continuum that goes up and down (and waaaaay down, sometimes). My best times are when the meds are working and I am feeling the most functional - but I cannot say that I feel depression-free. I think it has become a matter of managing the symptoms so that I can make the most of some days, and other days I have to be able to give in to the black dog. Right now, if my depression was to LEAVE me, I don't what I'd do (other than watch the top of my head pop off and my body fly about the room like a balloon). I'd probably cry just as much as I do when I'm sad - joy has always made me cry, too.
For me, depression has evolved into acceptance, and in that I have found compassion within myself and I am not as hard on myself for not being a Happy Person. I can definitely exert some measure of control (lifestyle changes, dietary, social), but there are times when it's appropriate to admit that you're in a downward continuum - that's the nature of this chronic condition.
I think the acceptance is the hardest thing sometimes.
(((Maxime))) I was only able to make it 5 months or so working in my retail job - the money was so-so, but the social aspect was very good for me. I hope it works for you.
PartlyCloudy
Posted by Phillipa on August 23, 2010, at 16:59:25
In reply to Re: For once! » Maxime, posted by PartlyCloudy on August 23, 2010, at 16:36:26
Maxie that's encouraging what type of job are you aiming toward? You say you like the clothing line? Phillipa
Posted by Maxime on August 23, 2010, at 17:10:30
In reply to Re: For once!, posted by Phillipa on August 23, 2010, at 16:59:25
> Maxie that's encouraging what type of job are you aiming toward? You say you like the clothing line? Phillipa
I'm aiming for job that I would never get in Quebec. Everything is so pointless, including my life.
Posted by Phillipa on August 23, 2010, at 21:59:21
In reply to Re: For once! » Phillipa, posted by Maxime on August 23, 2010, at 17:10:30
What's your training in I remember you saying once but forgot. Love Phillipa
Posted by weatherfreak on August 25, 2010, at 12:03:16
In reply to Re: For once! » Phillipa, posted by Maxime on August 23, 2010, at 17:10:30
Hey Maxime, since my early teens I think I've had one partial remission that lasted for 18 months. I was on modafinil and clonazepam. It was quite a strange experience. Good luck with the job hunting
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