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Posted by rjlockhart98 on June 27, 2005, at 20:49:10
I am so depressed right now, i cant hold my emotions in, i dont know what is going to work.
I dont know what to put i am so depressed.
I am withdrawing from adderall, that might be some explaination but there is more to it than this.
If i go let it out, i still dont get this off.
I sit and stare, i cant even watch tv i cant get any intrest.
Please someone tell what, anything that will help this go away, i am at my desk, I JUST WANT TO KNOW WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME !!!!!!! PLEASE!!!!! i cant stop crying, god it wont stop!!!
What will hold me together right now, i ......
I CANT HOLD TOGETHER..... I AM I ........ I CANT STOP CRYING...
I know i am going to get out of this.... i .......i am going to stablize, i just need to wait.....
Ok... i
Please post something
Posted by sleepygirl on June 27, 2005, at 21:25:41
In reply to i am in the deepest depression i have ever been, posted by rjlockhart98 on June 27, 2005, at 20:49:10
hold on tight my friend and remember you are going to be OK. You are not going to fall apart. Be very gentle with yourself. Call your doctor or T for whatever they can offer you. It's OK, you need the support.
hold on,
-sleepy
Posted by portage on June 27, 2005, at 21:31:54
In reply to i am in the deepest depression i have ever been, posted by rjlockhart98 on June 27, 2005, at 20:49:10
hey, boy. hang in there okay? you can get through this. i hope it all feels better in the morning.
from portage.
Posted by SLS on June 27, 2005, at 21:44:26
In reply to i am in the deepest depression i have ever been, posted by rjlockhart98 on June 27, 2005, at 20:49:10
> I am withdrawing from adderall, that might be some explaination but there is more to it than this
It always feels that way when a biological depression sets in. Adderall withdrawal will do it. It always feels as if there are other things in your psyche or environment that is contributing to the depression. There may be a bunch of issues that you need to deal with in real life, but to even attempt to approach them now is ludicrous in the state you are in. The immensity of what your problems seem like now is an exaggeration as seen through the warping lens of the biological depression.
All you need to know is that this bad time will pass soon. In the meantime, try not to attend to those things that bring you additional anxiety and depression. Put them away for awhile and take a vacation from them. When the biology of the brain stabilizes, those problems will still be there, but they won't be so overwhelming, and you will probably be able to better solve them.
Good luck.
You have friends.
- Scott
Posted by sleepygirl on June 27, 2005, at 21:50:03
In reply to Re: i am in the deepest depression i have ever been » rjlockhart98, posted by SLS on June 27, 2005, at 21:44:26
Posted by 4WD on June 27, 2005, at 23:02:10
In reply to i am in the deepest depression i have ever been, posted by rjlockhart98 on June 27, 2005, at 20:49:10
> I am so depressed right now, i cant hold my emotions in, i dont know what is going to work.
>
> I dont know what to put i am so depressed.
>
> I am withdrawing from adderall, that might be some explaination but there is more to it than this.
>
> If i go let it out, i still dont get this off.
>
> I sit and stare, i cant even watch tv i cant get any intrest.
>
> Please someone tell what, anything that will help this go away, i am at my desk, I JUST WANT TO KNOW WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME !!!!!!! PLEASE!!!!! i cant stop crying, god it wont stop!!!
>
> What will hold me together right now, i ......
>
> I CANT HOLD TOGETHER..... I AM I ........ I CANT STOP CRYING...
>
> I know i am going to get out of this.... i .......i am going to stablize, i just need to wait.....
>
>
> Ok... i
> Please post something
>
>Are you still taking the 4mg Klonopin? Have you taken any recently? It should help with any panicky feelings but if you are deeply depressed it might help to cut it down a bit. Klonopin in high doses can make depression worse.
You do have friends here and help and support. Many of us on this board have been where you are now and we got through it somehow. You can too. Just hang on. Wait it out. It will get better.
Marsha
Posted by Phillipa on June 27, 2005, at 23:12:26
In reply to Re: i am in the deepest depression i have ever been » rjlockhart98, posted by 4WD on June 27, 2005, at 23:02:10
Matt you know I'd come to Texas and bring you home with me. You asked if I was a therapist. Is there someone other than your family you can talk to. A friend's mother? If you have to go to the hospital. I'm here for you. Babblemail me anytime. Did the ativan help more? Klonopin can depress you it did me. We love you. Hugs and Kisses Fondly, Phillipa
Posted by rjlockhart98 on June 27, 2005, at 23:21:19
In reply to Re: i am in the deepest depression i have ever been » rjlockhart98, posted by 4WD on June 27, 2005, at 23:02:10
I am coming out of it right now, Klonopin just stops emotioal breakdowns.
I dont have any friends, well i talk alot in social situations, but no one wants to really be intrested in me, when i was a kid i got left out of everything, the teacher had to assign me a group to be with.
I stayed in isolation when i was a kid, i always looked at others and see how they had fun, and how i am alone. Later dissociation started, i dont have much, but i still know that ill be me.
Anyways, bad memories, i have got to go.
THank you
Posted by linkadge on June 28, 2005, at 6:29:41
In reply to Re: i am in the deepest depression i have ever been, posted by rjlockhart98 on June 27, 2005, at 23:21:19
Take it a day at a time. Make sure you are eating well and taking care of the basics (good nutrition etc)
Make small goals. Get out for some sun, to get vitamin D. Have small walks, breathers etc.
If things get really bad, don't be afraid to go back on a small dose of dexedrine.
Linkadge
Posted by Jakeman on June 28, 2005, at 19:47:47
In reply to i am in the deepest depression i have ever been, posted by rjlockhart98 on June 27, 2005, at 20:49:10
Matt, I don't post on here a lot but I know the deep hole of depression. Feel free to babble-mail anytime, I'm down here in Austin. Somehow this crazy summer heat gets me down.
~Jake
Posted by paulbwell on June 29, 2005, at 20:14:27
In reply to i am in the deepest depression i have ever been, posted by rjlockhart98 on June 27, 2005, at 20:49:10
> I am so depressed right now, i cant hold my emotions in, i dont know what is going to work.
>
> I dont know what to put i am so depressed.
>
> I am withdrawing from adderall, that might be some explaination but there is more to it than this.
>
> If i go let it out, i still dont get this off.
>
> I sit and stare, i cant even watch tv i cant get any intrest.
>
> Please someone tell what, anything that will help this go away, i am at my desk, I JUST WANT TO KNOW WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME !!!!!!! PLEASE!!!!! i cant stop crying, god it wont stop!!!
>
> What will hold me together right now, i ......
>
> I CANT HOLD TOGETHER..... I AM I ........ I CANT STOP CRYING...
>
> I know i am going to get out of this.... i .......i am going to stablize, i just need to wait.....
>
>
> Ok... i
> Please post something
>
>Valium doesn't nearly depress me as much, and after 2 weeks and some the Rit withdrawal depression got much better, went back to it thought. God Adderall withdrawal, being a more powerfull Stimulant, must be worse.
What dose were you on? for how long?
Cheers dude
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