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Posted by Racer on July 9, 1999, at 15:01:58
Thank you all for putting up with my saga. You deserve to be among the first to hear the latest, which is better news than anything else for months, though still small steps.
I just got back from seeing the GP. She was understandably leary of me, since I had been hysterical on the telephone on Tuesday, but I told her that while I would like to be able to say that we could wipe the slate clean and start over fresh, realistically, I've been miserable for a year and feel as though I was victimized by the doctor for most of that time. She didn't like hearing that, and when I told her that I'd prepared an oral presentation for her, she told me that she really didn't have that kind of time. I told her that I'd made the notes so that I could be brief, stay on topic, and still say everything I had to say. So, while she interupted me at a couple of times, she listened, and I got the impression that she was ACTIVELY listening, not just planning her shopping while I talked. Right there, I'm feeling better. I don't mind that she didn't fawn over me for preparing for the visit. I don't mind that she didn't agree with what I had to say. I'm thrilled that I felt as though she listened to me, and had enough respect for me to respond honestly. Even if she didn't agree, she was honest about it. So, a perfect round so far.
At the end of the visit, I told her that I had a question. Since I've had good results with SSRIs in the past, but significant side effects because I had to be at a very high dose, and since the Effexor XR is fixing the anxiety with virtually no side effects, and no side effects that I can't tolerate, would it be possible to augment the Effexor XR with an SSRI? She said that she had had a couple of ideas, but she liked that one better and we'd try it first. She looked up Effexor XR and the various SSRIs that she had access to, and found that there was no reason not to try it.
I'm now starting a low dose of Prozac to augment the Effexor XR, and we'll see how it goes.
I'm blissfully happy, or at least enormously relieved. Honest to gonest, just the fact that she listened to me and showed that she listened makes me feel as though I've put down a 50 pound sack I've been carrying around. Maybe that listening thing should be added to medical school curriculum?
Thanks again for listening to me, and for putting up with me. I really appreciate it, and especially the warm supportive responses I've gotten here. The regular members of this board should probably be nominated for a Nobel prize considering all that y'all do to make the world a better place. Ironic, ain't it? On accounta we're the sick ones...
Posted by gail on July 9, 1999, at 19:54:43
In reply to Finally. Truly fabulous news, posted by Racer on July 9, 1999, at 15:01:58
> Thank you all for putting up with my saga. You deserve to be among the first to hear the latest, which is better news than anything else for months, though still small steps.
>
> I just got back from seeing the GP. She was understandably leary of me, since I had been hysterical on the telephone on Tuesday, but I told her that while I would like to be able to say that we could wipe the slate clean and start over fresh, realistically, I've been miserable for a year and feel as though I was victimized by the doctor for most of that time. She didn't like hearing that, and when I told her that I'd prepared an oral presentation for her, she told me that she really didn't have that kind of time. I told her that I'd made the notes so that I could be brief, stay on topic, and still say everything I had to say. So, while she interupted me at a couple of times, she listened, and I got the impression that she was ACTIVELY listening, not just planning her shopping while I talked. Right there, I'm feeling better. I don't mind that she didn't fawn over me for preparing for the visit. I don't mind that she didn't agree with what I had to say. I'm thrilled that I felt as though she listened to me, and had enough respect for me to respond honestly. Even if she didn't agree, she was honest about it. So, a perfect round so far.
>
> At the end of the visit, I told her that I had a question. Since I've had good results with SSRIs in the past, but significant side effects because I had to be at a very high dose, and since the Effexor XR is fixing the anxiety with virtually no side effects, and no side effects that I can't tolerate, would it be possible to augment the Effexor XR with an SSRI? She said that she had had a couple of ideas, but she liked that one better and we'd try it first. She looked up Effexor XR and the various SSRIs that she had access to, and found that there was no reason not to try it.
>
> I'm now starting a low dose of Prozac to augment the Effexor XR, and we'll see how it goes.
>
> I'm blissfully happy, or at least enormously relieved. Honest to gonest, just the fact that she listened to me and showed that she listened makes me feel as though I've put down a 50 pound sack I've been carrying around. Maybe that listening thing should be added to medical school curriculum?
>
> Thanks again for listening to me, and for putting up with me. I really appreciate it, and especially the warm supportive responses I've gotten here. The regular members of this board should probably be nominated for a Nobel prize considering all that y'all do to make the world a better place. Ironic, ain't it? On accounta we're the sick ones...
This is the most uplifting post I've read. Oh my gosh, you've made my day. Good for you! Best Wishes.gail h.
Posted by mary on July 9, 1999, at 19:57:26
In reply to Finally. Truly fabulous news, posted by Racer on July 9, 1999, at 15:01:58
Racer,
Thank God, someone did listen. Good luck with the trial. Remember it does take time.
I look for a post from you each day hoping that you have found something and someone
to help you with this horrible curse. There is always a way and it's so hard to have
to seek it out rather than having it just show up. If Prozac doesnt help maybe a thyroid
boost will help. I'm finally feeling human slowly but surely now that I have added
synthroid to my AD.Again, peace to you in heart and MIND!!!!!
Mary
> Thank you all for putting up with my saga. You deserve to be among the first to hear the latest, which is better news than anything else for months, though still small steps.
>
> I just got back from seeing the GP. She was understandably leary of me, since I had been hysterical on the telephone on Tuesday, but I told her that while I would like to be able to say that we could wipe the slate clean and start over fresh, realistically, I've been miserable for a year and feel as though I was victimized by the doctor for most of that time. She didn't like hearing that, and when I told her that I'd prepared an oral presentation for her, she told me that she really didn't have that kind of time. I told her that I'd made the notes so that I could be brief, stay on topic, and still say everything I had to say. So, while she interupted me at a couple of times, she listened, and I got the impression that she was ACTIVELY listening, not just planning her shopping while I talked. Right there, I'm feeling better. I don't mind that she didn't fawn over me for preparing for the visit. I don't mind that she didn't agree with what I had to say. I'm thrilled that I felt as though she listened to me, and had enough respect for me to respond honestly. Even if she didn't agree, she was honest about it. So, a perfect round so far.
>
> At the end of the visit, I told her that I had a question. Since I've had good results with SSRIs in the past, but significant side effects because I had to be at a very high dose, and since the Effexor XR is fixing the anxiety with virtually no side effects, and no side effects that I can't tolerate, would it be possible to augment the Effexor XR with an SSRI? She said that she had had a couple of ideas, but she liked that one better and we'd try it first. She looked up Effexor XR and the various SSRIs that she had access to, and found that there was no reason not to try it.
>
> I'm now starting a low dose of Prozac to augment the Effexor XR, and we'll see how it goes.
>
> I'm blissfully happy, or at least enormously relieved. Honest to gonest, just the fact that she listened to me and showed that she listened makes me feel as though I've put down a 50 pound sack I've been carrying around. Maybe that listening thing should be added to medical school curriculum?
>
> Thanks again for listening to me, and for putting up with me. I really appreciate it, and especially the warm supportive responses I've gotten here. The regular members of this board should probably be nominated for a Nobel prize considering all that y'all do to make the world a better place. Ironic, ain't it? On accounta we're the sick ones...
Posted by Judy on July 9, 1999, at 21:25:20
In reply to Finally. Truly fabulous news, posted by Racer on July 9, 1999, at 15:01:58
Racer,
Just the fact that you are so optimistic is truly fabulous news! Maybe a lot of prayers were answered.
Even better, do you realize what you wrote? Your doctor said she'd try your idea FIRST. Apparently you've found yourself someone who's gonna "try, try again" if you don't get it right the first time!
I'm thrilled for you!
Judy
Posted by Racer on July 10, 1999, at 0:48:03
In reply to Re: Finally. Truly fabulous news, posted by Judy on July 9, 1999, at 21:25:20
> Racer,
>
> Just the fact that you are so optimistic is truly fabulous news! Maybe a lot of prayers were answered.
>
> Even better, do you realize what you wrote? Your doctor said she'd try your idea FIRST. Apparently you've found yourself someone who's gonna "try, try again" if you don't get it right the first time!
>
> I'm thrilled for you!
>
> JudyPretty kewl, huh? I only wish you all could have seen her face when we ended this visit. She looked at me as though she knew something I didn't, a joke, and I think it was that I really wasn't as unreasonable as she'd been told. She did tell me some things that I hadn't known, such as that the clinic had sent a note to her boss saying that they were going to transfer me on to them BEFORE the "decision had been made", and that the director of her clinic had had an earful and a half about me from the pdoc for the county. That sort of thing.
Still, she listened, she showed respect, and she certainly has my respect. I'm even sending her a thank you note! Hell, she deserves it. She did in less than an hour what I had been trying to get for a year from the pdoc.
Then, next week, a letter to the state medical board about the other doctor....
Posted by Annie on July 10, 1999, at 9:30:29
In reply to Hee hee, Judy, I noticed that too!, posted by Racer on July 10, 1999, at 0:48:03
Racer,
I am absolutely tickled to hear you sounding so enthusiastic. Your uplifted mood is contagious! I may even go out and hug a tree or something...or someone. Wish I had a Nony! LOL! Hugs to you my friend! Annie> > Racer,
> >
> > Just the fact that you are so optimistic is truly fabulous news! Maybe a lot of prayers were answered.
> >
> > Even better, do you realize what you wrote? Your doctor said she'd try your idea FIRST. Apparently you've found yourself someone who's gonna "try, try again" if you don't get it right the first time!
> >
> > I'm thrilled for you!
> >
> > Judy
>
> Pretty kewl, huh? I only wish you all could have seen her face when we ended this visit. She looked at me as though she knew something I didn't, a joke, and I think it was that I really wasn't as unreasonable as she'd been told. She did tell me some things that I hadn't known, such as that the clinic had sent a note to her boss saying that they were going to transfer me on to them BEFORE the "decision had been made", and that the director of her clinic had had an earful and a half about me from the pdoc for the county. That sort of thing.
>
> Still, she listened, she showed respect, and she certainly has my respect. I'm even sending her a thank you note! Hell, she deserves it. She did in less than an hour what I had been trying to get for a year from the pdoc.
>
> Then, next week, a letter to the state medical board about the other doctor....
Posted by Judy on July 10, 1999, at 9:44:50
In reply to Hee hee, Judy, I noticed that too!, posted by Racer on July 10, 1999, at 0:48:03
> > Racer,
> >
> > Just the fact that you are so optimistic is truly fabulous news! Maybe a lot of prayers were answered.
> >
> > Even better, do you realize what you wrote? Your doctor said she'd try your idea FIRST. Apparently you've found yourself someone who's gonna "try, try again" if you don't get it right the first time!
> >
> > I'm thrilled for you!
> >
> > Judy
>
> Pretty kewl, huh? I only wish you all could have seen her face when we ended this visit. She looked at me as though she knew something I didn't, a joke, and I think it was that I really wasn't as unreasonable as she'd been told. She did tell me some things that I hadn't known, such as that the clinic had sent a note to her boss saying that they were going to transfer me on to them BEFORE the "decision had been made", and that the director of her clinic had had an earful and a half about me from the pdoc for the county. That sort of thing.
>
> Still, she listened, she showed respect, and she certainly has my respect. I'm even sending her a thank you note! Hell, she deserves it. She did in less than an hour what I had been trying to get for a year from the pdoc.
>
> Then, next week, a letter to the state medical board about the other doctor....----------------------
Racer,Isn't the first breath of fresh air that makes its way into the fetid black hole a wonderous thing! I'm so pleased you've finally experienced it!
I think the "joke" your new doctor found amusing was the fact that she DIDN'T expect you to be a raving lunatic/harpy. I'll betcha she had *at least* an inkling of what you'd been subjected to by that bunch of "maroons;" and you proved her right with your obvious intelligence and well prepared 'presentation.'
Whatever! You're finally back on the beaten path and, even though you might still stumble along the way, you've now got someone to pick you up, dust you off and keep you heading in the right direction! I don't think there's anyone on this board who isn't elated for you (and I'm sure Dr. Bob will utter a loud "Phew!" when he reads your great news!)
Judy
Posted by Racer on July 10, 1999, at 11:24:40
In reply to Re: I think maybe the joke's on them!, posted by Judy on July 10, 1999, at 9:44:50
The best part of this is that I didn't realize quite how profoundly trapped I felt. Now that the door has been unlocked and left a bit ajar, I realize that I can see a means of escape that doesn't involve losing the joys I know I can find in life. Acepromazine can be a wonderful thing, it can allow me safely to medicate my horse when she injures herself. It can allow me to handwalk injured racehorses who are popping their buttons. But it really isn't the answer to my problems when applied internally. It was never that I wanted to die, I just desperately needed relief from the pain I have been feeling, and, even more desperately, needed to be able to see some reason to go on another day. Those things were missing. Now, even if I haven't figured out why I should go on living in general, at least I have something to look forward to: finding out if the current cocktail will bring EUTHYMIA. (That and sewing a lime green dress. I'm in love with the fabric, and while it may be nuts or pathological, there's no better feeling than seeing a newly sewn seam as you press it flat... Uh-oh. I'm waxing eloquent about seams. Is that a bad sign?)
Posted by Judy on July 10, 1999, at 11:50:59
In reply to ajar, posted by Racer on July 10, 1999, at 11:24:40
> The best part of this is that I didn't realize quite how profoundly trapped I felt. Now that the door has been unlocked and left a bit ajar, I realize that I can see a means of escape that doesn't involve losing the joys I know I can find in life. Acepromazine can be a wonderful thing, it can allow me safely to medicate my horse when she injures herself. It can allow me to handwalk injured racehorses who are popping their buttons. But it really isn't the answer to my problems when applied internally. It was never that I wanted to die, I just desperately needed relief from the pain I have been feeling, and, even more desperately, needed to be able to see some reason to go on another day. Those things were missing. Now, even if I haven't figured out why I should go on living in general, at least I have something to look forward to: finding out if the current cocktail will bring EUTHYMIA. (That and sewing a lime green dress. I'm in love with the fabric, and while it may be nuts or pathological, there's no better feeling than seeing a newly sewn seam as you press it flat... Uh-oh. I'm waxing eloquent about seams. Is that a bad sign?)
----------------------
That your mind is free to even think about pressing seams is the best sign of all !!!
Posted by Judy on July 10, 1999, at 12:26:56
In reply to ajar, posted by Racer on July 10, 1999, at 11:24:40
> The best part of this is that I didn't realize quite how profoundly trapped I felt. Now that the door has been unlocked and left a bit ajar, I realize that I can see a means of escape that doesn't involve losing the joys I know I can find in life. Acepromazine can be a wonderful thing, it can allow me safely to medicate my horse when she injures herself. It can allow me to handwalk injured racehorses who are popping their buttons. But it really isn't the answer to my problems when applied internally. It was never that I wanted to die, I just desperately needed relief from the pain I have been feeling, and, even more desperately, needed to be able to see some reason to go on another day. Those things were missing. Now, even if I haven't figured out why I should go on living in general, at least I have something to look forward to: finding out if the current cocktail will bring EUTHYMIA. (That and sewing a lime green dress. I'm in love with the fabric, and while it may be nuts or pathological, there's no better feeling than seeing a newly sewn seam as you press it flat... Uh-oh. I'm waxing eloquent about seams. Is that a bad sign?)
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I'm sure you're sick of seeing my name here, so I'll be brief. Re: feeling good about the thought of a newly sewn/pressed seam. I just wanted to remind all of us that "normal" people take for granted the smaller pleasures in life - alas, so do we depressed people when we're feeling better. Your 'seam' comment made me recall myself standing at my bathroom sink several weeks ago, right after my AD had started to kick in, and I actually spent a moment admiring the lovely purple color of my Oral-B toothbrush! (A couple of weeks before that, I didn't even care if I had teeth, much less brushed them!)
Sounds absolutely ludicrous, but I want to try to keep your seam and my toothbrush in mind when I get a little cocky and forget from whence I've come!
Posted by Racer on July 10, 1999, at 13:06:23
In reply to Re: One more comment, posted by Judy on July 10, 1999, at 12:26:56
>
> I'm sure you're sick of seeing my name here, so I'll be brief.
NO!! Really, listen to this part: it really did save my life to have this board last week. I love to see your name. I love to see the names of the people who held out hands for me to hang on to, without even knowing me. Please feel free to post a million times to my calls. Thank you.Re: feeling good about the thought of a newly sewn/pressed seam. I just wanted to remind all of us that "normal" people take for granted the smaller pleasures in life - alas, so do we depressed people when we're feeling better. Your 'seam' comment made me recall myself standing at my bathroom sink several weeks ago, right after my AD had started to kick in, and I actually spent a moment admiring the lovely purple color of my Oral-B toothbrush! (A couple of weeks before that, I didn't even care if I had teeth, much less brushed them!)
See, that's because you haven't discovered the Butler G.U.M. toothbrushes! They come in even better colors! I'm glad you have teeth, Judy. They're very pretty on you...
>
> Sounds absolutely ludicrous, but I want to try to keep your seam and my toothbrush in mind when I get a little cocky and forget from whence I've come!Here's the serious part of all this: my therapist had a really good suggestion yesterday about this. She suggested making posters, on the computer or by hand, that showed the things that depression steals from me. Things like "Toothbrushes come in lovely, jewel-like colors" with a picture. Or, in my case, "A well pressed seam brings great satisfaction".
Also, my life is constantly stressful. I've made decisions in my life that landed me in the work I do now, and it's a struggle all the time. It's a satisfying struggle, and it was a choice that works for me when I'm not depressed. In fact, that's one of the signs of depression for me: I don't feel satisfied by what I'm doing, I feel stressed and overwhelmed. She suggested that I make a series of posters showing that the same things that make me feel overwhelmed and miserable are the very things that make me feel vibrant and alive when I'm not depressed.
There's a suggestion for you, too, Judy. Maybe I'll even scan a toothbrush for you when I make mine... Does it have to be a purple Oral B?
Posted by Judy on July 10, 1999, at 14:55:03
In reply to Re: One more comment, posted by Racer on July 10, 1999, at 13:06:23
> > Please feel free to post a million times to my calls.
I'm sure you're just being polite, but I'll post again. I've been sort of vicariously living your "victory" since last night because I've had a sucky week myself. Finished 2-week washout of Nardil yesterday (Fleeing side effects again) and went to pharmacy to pick up my Marplan. Pharmacist apparently is related to your old doctor. Shrugged his shoulders and said, in so many words "Don't got 'em; wholesaler can't get 'em; sorry 'bout that." My doctor happened to be on call (but apparently not overly motivated) so when he called back in response to my page, he said "If you can find them somewhere, I'll call in the perscription." Don't you hate it when you're feeling like crap and 'they' dump the legwork on you? Anyway, found a pharmacy that will order them for me direct from the manufacturer - on Monday. (It's okay, I can wait... That sound you hear is me chewing my fingernails)
> >See, that's because you haven't discovered the Butler G.U.M. toothbrushes! They come in even better colors!
More jewel-like than my Oral-B?!?!? I've gotta check those puppies out!!!
>> Here's the serious part of all this: my therapist had a really good suggestion yesterday about this. She suggested making posters, on the computer or by hand, that showed the things that depression steals from me. Things like "Toothbrushes come in lovely, jewel-like colors" with a picture. Or, in my case, "A well pressed seam brings great satisfaction".
>>Maybe I'll even scan a toothbrush for you when I make mine... Does it have to be a purple Oral B?Would you do that for me, Racer? Actually I do computer graphics for a living and I could scan one in myself; but I'd MUCH rather have a "Racer Toothbrush" - Definitely doesn't have to be an Oral-B - I'd rather you chose! (I've always had an affinity for things shared. My favorite perennials in my garden are those which were shared with me from someone else's garden. No matter how long I've had them, I always refer to them as "Aunt Mary's Daylillies" or whatever.) Thus, my "Racer Toothbrush" would be a cherished "Look How Far I've Come" memento. I've added my e-mail address to this post. If the scanning mood strikes you, I'll be a happy camper to receive a toothbrush!
I'm so glad I stumbled onto this BB in May. Maybe the silver lining of my last Trip to Hell - to find you and all the others here! Don't want to get mushy here, but I do have a lump in my throat right now.
Judy
Posted by JohnL on July 10, 1999, at 18:30:55
In reply to Finally. Truly fabulous news, posted by Racer on July 9, 1999, at 15:01:58
AAHHhhh yyesssSSSS! Even the worst storms can't go on forever. Can't tell you how uplifting this thread is. Don't have to. You already know. It made me wonder though if perhaps my treatment is starting to kick in, because I was looking at some trees today I've looked at a thousand million times, and I was caught up in all the different shades of green in just one tree and the way the light was shining through the branches. Sounds pretty simple, pretty ridiculous, right? Kind of like purple toothbrushes? It truly is amazing what abounds all around us that normal people might not notice. You have to be clawing your way back from hell to see. I've always felt there is a gift hidden somewhere in this madness, just wish it wasn't so painful to receive.Anyway, so nice to see improvement for you Racer, and all out there who feel better today than yesterday. Everyone here WILL be better.
I'm just a tad jealous. . .wish I had an anonymous! Meanwhile, cheering for you! JohnL. :)
Posted by Dr. Bob on July 10, 1999, at 18:40:33
In reply to Finally. Truly fabulous news, posted by Racer on July 9, 1999, at 15:01:58
Racer,
All I can say is: Phew! :-)
Bob
Posted by Racer on July 10, 1999, at 19:21:52
In reply to Re: Finally. Truly fabulous news, posted by Dr. Bob on July 10, 1999, at 18:40:33
> Racer,
>
> All I can say is: Phew! :-)
>
> BobAnd thereby you've said a mouthful! I can't express what a nightmare this has been, nor how relieving it is just to be listened to.
Thanks for the board.
And JohnL: if you'd like, I'll be an anonymous for you! I have read some of your posts, and you seem smart and informed, two things I admire a bunch. So let me know if I should put on that mask and send you mash notes...
Take care of yourself, and be as much improved as I am right now. You deserve it, and if I could simply email it to you, be sure I would. Good luck with your meds.
Posted by Janet on July 13, 1999, at 21:55:39
In reply to Re: One more comment, posted by Racer on July 10, 1999, at 13:06:23
> I have an excellent book you would enjoy. It is called, "14,000 things to be happy about" by Barbara Ann Kipfer. It really does have 14,000 items listed and if you just take each one slowly and ponder it, you will feel all smiley inside.
Some examples :flour scoops, being late to class, old records, fruit hats, the beach on a cool evening, leather floors, hand-rolled and cut pasta. Well, you get the idea, now ,write a book(let) if need be, or read hers. Janet
P.S. I am so very glad for you .>
> > I'm sure you're sick of seeing my name here, so I'll be brief.
> NO!! Really, listen to this part: it really did save my life to have this board last week. I love to see your name. I love to see the names of the people who held out hands for me to hang on to, without even knowing me. Please feel free to post a million times to my calls. Thank you.
>
> Re: feeling good about the thought of a newly sewn/pressed seam. I just wanted to remind all of us that "normal" people take for granted the smaller pleasures in life - alas, so do we depressed people when we're feeling better. Your 'seam' comment made me recall myself standing at my bathroom sink several weeks ago, right after my AD had started to kick in, and I actually spent a moment admiring the lovely purple color of my Oral-B toothbrush! (A couple of weeks before that, I didn't even care if I had teeth, much less brushed them!)
> See, that's because you haven't discovered the Butler G.U.M. toothbrushes! They come in even better colors! I'm glad you have teeth, Judy. They're very pretty on you...
> >
> > Sounds absolutely ludicrous, but I want to try to keep your seam and my toothbrush in mind when I get a little cocky and forget from whence I've come!
>
> Here's the serious part of all this: my therapist had a really good suggestion yesterday about this. She suggested making posters, on the computer or by hand, that showed the things that depression steals from me. Things like "Toothbrushes come in lovely, jewel-like colors" with a picture. Or, in my case, "A well pressed seam brings great satisfaction".
>
> Also, my life is constantly stressful. I've made decisions in my life that landed me in the work I do now, and it's a struggle all the time. It's a satisfying struggle, and it was a choice that works for me when I'm not depressed. In fact, that's one of the signs of depression for me: I don't feel satisfied by what I'm doing, I feel stressed and overwhelmed. She suggested that I make a series of posters showing that the same things that make me feel overwhelmed and miserable are the very things that make me feel vibrant and alive when I'm not depressed.
>
> There's a suggestion for you, too, Judy. Maybe I'll even scan a toothbrush for you when I make mine... Does it have to be a purple Oral B?
Posted by anna on July 18, 1999, at 10:10:59
In reply to Re: One more comment, posted by Janet on July 13, 1999, at 21:55:39
I couldn't resist posting to this wonderful story. It truly is uplifting and shows the enormous value there is in talking to others and appreciating the small things in life.My favourites are simply flowers in gardens as i drive past or looking at old photos or seeing a stranger smile. Racer i am so glad all is well and to everyone else thankyou for helping her to get past the dark. Must go and clean my teeth.....
anna
p.s it would be nice to see this thread continue so newcomers to the board can see how much support and humour is here.
Posted by mary on July 18, 1999, at 21:56:43
In reply to and another one, posted by anna on July 18, 1999, at 10:10:59
> I couldn't resist posting to this wonderful story. It truly is uplifting and shows the enormous value there is in talking to others and appreciating the small things in life.My favourites are simply flowers in gardens as i drive past or looking at old photos or seeing a stranger smile. Racer i am so glad all is well and to everyone else thankyou for helping her to get past the dark. Must go and clean my teeth.....
> anna
> p.s it would be nice to see this thread continue so newcomers to the board can see how much support and humour is here.and I guess I'm the newcomer you were looking for! I bookmarked Dr. Bob's homepage a long, long time ago for the psychopharmacology tips, and tonight I was just kind of browsing around my bookmarks and saw this bulletin board chat. I happened to see racer's message wondering about malpractice, and then I kept following the thread. I shared your joy when I got to this message. I too know what it is to live in depression *hell*, and currently am trying to come down from a manic episode with risperdal, which I hate due to side effects, so I'm not feeling real great. I will come back, because I feel a really caring community here. See you all soon.
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