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Posted by gardenergirl on March 3, 2005, at 15:01:54
In reply to Re: JEROEN HOW ARE YOU NOW?, posted by Jeroen on March 3, 2005, at 14:38:52
I'm worried about you. It sounds like you are feeling very desparate, and that is not a time to be making decisions to end your life. Please call 911 or a trusted friend or family member.
gg
Posted by Jeroen on March 3, 2005, at 15:22:01
In reply to Please call someone for help » Jeroen, posted by gardenergirl on March 3, 2005, at 15:01:54
im not going to kill myself atm, i have a few options to try first
Posted by banga on March 3, 2005, at 16:04:28
In reply to Re: Please call someone for help, posted by Jeroen on March 3, 2005, at 15:22:01
Please Jeroen, do hang in there. As a person who is just coming out of four and one half years of hell and wanting only to die, truly believe me, it is worth hanging on. I am so sorry you are in such pain.
Posted by Phillipa on March 3, 2005, at 17:44:01
In reply to Re: Please call someone for help, posted by banga on March 3, 2005, at 16:04:28
Jeroen, You just started the seroquel. it's too soon to quit. You need to give it time to work and help your anxiety. Stop panicking and try to relax. It sounds like the computer helps, so try to read some others Posts, and maybe answer some as therapy. Post back later. We care. Fondly, Phillipa
Posted by Phillipa on March 3, 2005, at 19:33:50
In reply to Re: Please call someone for help (nm), posted by Jeroen on March 3, 2005, at 18:39:55
Why aren't you talking? Fondly, Phillipa
Posted by Jeroen on March 4, 2005, at 2:04:16
In reply to Re: Please call someone for help » Jeroen, posted by Phillipa on March 3, 2005, at 19:33:50
im going to break my own leg intentionally as a frustration to god, im in very bad shape right now and i dont care anymore, i have quit the seroquel its time for a harder approach
the geodon is evil, i dont even think this is something to help people,
hardcore anxiety, hardcore paranoia, tardive dyskinesia, no short term memory its gone, akathasia, weight gain (because of anxiety caused by the geodon)
my girlfriend finally decided to get together 4 months ago, at that time i was blind, coudnt keep my eyes open and i quit the geodon 2 weeks agoshe wanted me to love her all night and i wanted to, but i coudnt handle my health situation and i said no
i already looked up some suicide methods on the internet
i think i will take some overdose sleeping pills, that is the best method i think
enough of this madness, sorry i give up i no longer cant handle this situation
Posted by ed_uk on March 4, 2005, at 7:19:25
In reply to Re: Please call someone for help, posted by Jeroen on March 4, 2005, at 2:04:16
Hello J,
Sorry I couldn't post yesterday, I was ill so I stayed in bed- didn't go on the computer.
Don't hurt yourself my friend. You will find an effective treatment soon. If you hurt yourself you will have even more problems.
>i almost fainted and i felt psychotic
Seroquel often causes dizziness, which could be why you felt like you were going to faint. What do you mean when you say you felt psychotic? What other side effects were you having from the Seroquel? Go back down to 50mg for a while.
Ed.
Posted by ed_uk on March 4, 2005, at 11:17:20
In reply to Re: Jeroen, don't hurt yourself, posted by ed_uk on March 4, 2005, at 7:19:25
... don't hurt yourself, you are a friend.
Please tell me more about the dizziness you experienced the other day, and the anxiety. What do you mean when you say you felt psychotic?
How was your blinking on 100mg Seroquel.
All the best,
Ed.
Posted by Jeroen on March 4, 2005, at 11:34:42
In reply to Re: Jeroen, don't hurt yourself, posted by ed_uk on March 4, 2005, at 7:19:25
i am already withdrawing from it, i gave it up, but seroquel gave back myself i think, 1 day after i stopped seroquel the blinking got worse
NO ED, i will kill myself, im sick of it
Posted by ed_uk on March 4, 2005, at 15:35:50
In reply to Re: Jeroen, don't hurt yourself, posted by Jeroen on March 4, 2005, at 11:34:42
Please will you answer my questions, I can help you.
Ed.
Posted by Phillipa on March 4, 2005, at 16:23:49
In reply to Re: Jeroen, don't hurt yourself, posted by ed_uk on March 4, 2005, at 15:35:50
Jeroen, Please answer Ed's questions he is an expert on medications. You have been doing much better while on the Seroquel. You said so yourself. You sound more confused without it. Do not harm yourself. There are effective meds out there. And, I know you don't believe it right now, but there are loads of girls in the world. One of them will be the right one for you. Fondly, Phillipa
Posted by ed_uk on March 4, 2005, at 16:44:12
In reply to Re: Jeroen, don't hurt yourself » ed_uk, posted by Phillipa on March 4, 2005, at 16:23:49
Hi Phillipa!
Did you get my email? If you did, please reply by babblemail because I'm home already and cannot read my university mail.
Ed xxxxxxxx
Posted by Jeroen on March 4, 2005, at 22:25:04
In reply to Re: Jeroen, don't hurt yourself, posted by Jeroen on March 4, 2005, at 11:34:42
im withdrawing frm seroquel, i blink excessive and lot of uncontrolled eye movememt, this aint good
Posted by Jeroen on March 5, 2005, at 9:03:07
In reply to Re: Jeroen, don't hurt yourself » Phillipa, posted by ed_uk on March 4, 2005, at 16:44:12
i am thinking in going into therapy again, and start clozaril, and if that isnt a good treatment ill try seroquel, if both fail i shall kill myself, no joke
Posted by ed_uk on March 5, 2005, at 9:58:01
In reply to Re: Jeroen, don't hurt yourself, posted by ed_uk on March 4, 2005, at 7:19:25
Hi J,
Jeroen, I am sorry that you are feeling so bad. Please will you answer my questions, I am trying to help you.
>i am thinking in going into therapy again
Yes, you definitely need to go back to your doctor.
Please will you answer these questions, you might be able to continue the Seroquel........
1. Seroquel often causes dizziness, which could be why you felt like you were going to faint. What do you mean when you say you felt psychotic?
2. What other side effects were you having from the Seroquel?
3. How was your blinking when you were on 100mg?
Ed.
Posted by Jeroen on March 5, 2005, at 12:52:47
In reply to Re: Jeroen, don't hurt yourself, posted by ed_uk on March 5, 2005, at 9:58:01
it doesnt matter anymore i will go into therapy and try clozaril
btw my eye condition has worsened, it day 2 that i have withdrawn from the seroquel
i blink a lot now and my eye make uncontrolled movements a lot more then before
coould be tardive dyskinesia has worsened ive been on seroquel for 22 days but not long enough, it did show some improvement
also i am about to break my foot intentionally i have a hammer (i know its kinda crazy but i love er and i want her to see me with , i just want the girl to see when i meet her that i suffer much, and because i love her that much, i will go that far to kill me
Posted by ed_uk on March 5, 2005, at 13:23:35
In reply to Re: Jeroen, don't hurt yourself, posted by Jeroen on March 5, 2005, at 12:52:47
Hi J,
>it doesnt matter anymore
Yes it does, you might be able to continue Seroquel. That way, you would avoid the need to take Clozaril. Anyway, you need to get a new doctor whatever you do.
>i blink a lot now and my eye make uncontrolled movements a lot more then before
Probably a short-term 'rebound' from abruptly stopping the Seroquel. The blinking should soon be back to how it was before.
>also i am about to break my foot intentionally i have a hammer (i know its kinda crazy but i love er and i want her to see me with , i just want the girl to see when i meet her that i suffer much, and because i love her that much, i will go that far to kill me
J, I know this sounds logical to you at the moment but it isn't. You will scare her and she will feel more distant from you than ever. This is not the right way to show her that you love her. Once you have got treatment for your TD you will be in a better position to renew your relationship. You will feel much calmer and will be able to think more clearly once again. Stopping the Seroquel so suddenly could be giving you stange ideas, do not do anything to hurt yourself. If you break your foot you will have to live with the damge for the rest of your life, you do not want to damage your body. The TD is a big enough problem for you to deal with without damaging your body even more. Please J, trust me, do not damage your body. Why don't you do something nice like send her an easter card and a little present?Ed.
Posted by Jeroen on March 5, 2005, at 15:05:30
In reply to Re: Jeroen, don't hurt yourself, posted by ed_uk on March 5, 2005, at 13:23:35
she said one more thing and i she will go to the police, i cant do anything anymore except for the way that i get a accident and when i meet her in the corridor she looks and might ask me what happened
Posted by Phillipa on March 5, 2005, at 15:24:00
In reply to Re: Jeroen, don't hurt yourself, posted by Jeroen on March 5, 2005, at 15:05:30
Jeroen, You're not listening to Ed! He knows what he's talking about. Breaking your foot is not the way to get attention from anyone. If anything it will push her farther away. She will see that you have no self-control. Get back on the seroquel, and see a pdoc. Fondly, Phillipa
Posted by ed_uk on March 5, 2005, at 15:35:44
In reply to Re: Jeroen, don't hurt yourself, posted by Jeroen on March 5, 2005, at 15:05:30
Hello J,
My friend, you need to give her time. Maybe in a few months she will be ready to talk.
In the mean time you have to concentrate on your own wellbeing. You have to get yourself well! If you are thinking of harming yourself, perhaps it is time to go to the emergency department at the local hospital. When you are an inpatient, your doctor might start Leponex.
Best Regards,
Ed.
Posted by Jeroen on March 5, 2005, at 16:32:51
In reply to Re: Jeroen, don't hurt yourself » Jeroen, posted by Phillipa on March 5, 2005, at 15:24:00
sorry, i am overeacting a bit,
im getting hospitalized very soon to start leponex
Posted by ed_uk on March 5, 2005, at 16:44:26
In reply to Re: Jeroen, don't hurt yourself, posted by Jeroen on March 5, 2005, at 16:32:51
Hi J,
>sorry, i am overeacting a bit.
It's ok, we all do when we get upset. I certainly do.
>im getting hospitalized very soon to start leponex
I'm so glad, I honestly think it is best. I think Leponex could work really well for you. I hope they have a computer in the hospital so you can contact us if you want to. Please tell us when you are going so that we know where you are when you're gone.
Ed.
Posted by Phillipa on March 5, 2005, at 17:39:27
In reply to Re: Jeroen, don't hurt yourself, posted by ed_uk on March 5, 2005, at 16:44:26
Yes, please keep us posted. Fondly, Phillipa
Posted by Jeroen on March 6, 2005, at 4:31:33
In reply to Re: Jeroen, don't hurt yourself, posted by Phillipa on March 5, 2005, at 17:39:27
there is internet in the hospital
Posted by Jeroen on March 6, 2005, at 6:58:08
In reply to Re: Jeroen, don't hurt yourself, posted by Jeroen on March 6, 2005, at 4:31:33
i feel like myself again with the seroquel, its day 3 that i withdrawn from it and i feel the old me, except for the eye problem wich is very worse atm
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