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Posted by Dr. Bob on May 24, 2003, at 18:11:18
In reply to Re: Lexapro and Nausea, posted by 2beornot2benuts on May 23, 2003, at 20:06:15
> Hello again, I'm in the middle of a sh*tstorm of sideffects
It's fine to vent, but could you do it without language that could offend others? Thanks,
Bob
PS1: Follow-ups regarding posting policies, and complaints about posts, should be redirected to Psycho-Babble Administration.
PS2: Language like that should not be quoted "as is" in another post, either.
Posted by Dr. Bob on May 24, 2003, at 18:13:38
In reply to Re: Lexapro and Nausea, posted by sidney on May 23, 2003, at 20:32:07
> > Hello again, I'm in the middle of a storm of sideffects
Posted by Mariposa on May 24, 2003, at 22:29:47
In reply to Re: Dif person lil' jimi » Okpolosi, posted by lil' jimi on May 24, 2003, at 11:44:39
> hi okpolosi,
>
> you have impressed me again ... you should be proud of yourself ... i feel soooo .......
>
> ...... HAPPY! that you are doing so well!!!!
>
>
>>>>>>Spreading wings......feel the breeze floating up,......stretching out.....and.... I launch myself out into the wild blue yonder......up up and away in my butterfly...my butterfly.....Wwwaaaahhhhiiinnngs!!!!Doesn't QUITE fit, but...oh well!
If you didn't catch it...5th dimension...first concert I ever went to...kind of dates me - old lady!
I think it's all the caffe...worked til 10:30PM last nite, had to go in this morning @6AM and worked till 5PM, and I think I'm koffinated.
Need to try to relax and go to bed...HOPE WE ALL HAVE SWEET DREAMS!
ps. Almost forgot....This is the first flight of the MARIPOSA.....hope she does not crash....
Posted by lil' jimi on May 24, 2003, at 22:58:35
In reply to Re: Depressed? Me? gimme my lexapro!! Ha!, posted by blkvettes on May 23, 2003, at 13:21:42
hey wayne,
>>>>> Hi Jim, sometimes I have to read your posts twice to figure out what the heck your talking about.
i have to do the same thing a lot of times.
perhaps this is because it could be confusing reading how confused i am about myself ? .... i do try to be clear, believe it or not ..... any particular things i could clear up? ... .. it would probably be to my benefit .... and of course, i appreciate the help as always!>>>>> Do you see a pdoc? I would love to sit in on one of your sessions.
and you would be welcome! .... but, no, i don't have a pdoc .... guess i could use one (?)
>>>>> As far as your motivation dysfunction, I feel this is my problem right now. But I did get a haircut today and went in 2 stores and have gained interest in my over all appearance again. This is the first haircut in over 7 months. Dont worry Jim, I have always had long hair. Women say they wish they had my hair. But Im slowly getting motivation and regaining that zest for life in spite of all that goes on around me.
that is great wayne!!! way to go , man!! getting out and going to stores, getting back the motivations and all ..... sounds great!!!
>>>>> You just keep posting and I will keep trying to figure out what your talking about. TAKE CARE!!!!!!!
>>>>> WAYNEyou can be sure i'll be posting! .... and i hope you'll let me help you figure out what i'm trying to write ....
then maybe i'll figure it out too!take care!!!!! and thanks!
~ jim
Posted by lil' jimi on May 25, 2003, at 0:17:23
In reply to Re: Dif person lil' jimi, posted by blkvettes on May 24, 2003, at 14:47:34
hi wayne,
our okpolosi wrote :
> > I was used to being my old self, down on myself, feeling worthless and undeserving. My dear Father who has been gone 13 years now (and I still miss him and think of him often), God rest his soul, was a verbally abusive man to all of us (Mom included), but I can NOT blame him because his father was a true Ogre. His upbringing was far worse than mine, and I truely beleive he loved us all and was doing the best he could.
> >
> > Regardless, I know where my problems come from, I understand how they work, and I should be able to deal with it all by now.....but it's never that easy, is it?
> >
> > And now there's Lexapro......It's helped in so many ways, and yet there is still that little nagging in the back of my head saying...it won't last...it's not right...not for you, my little pretty!!
> >
> > I have never enjoyed "talking" to someone about my problems, this is much easier!!!! And thanks for being there for me, if I can repay the favor....
> >
> > I guess I shall TRY to enjoy it, this different feeling that seems so alien, because tomorrow may be the day it all comes crashing down.
> >
> >
> >
>
to which you responded :
> I could have written most of this myself. I did not have an abusive father. But did not grow up with mine. Divorce sucks!!!!!!!!! He was there and I spent great quality with him growing up. But I know its not the same as if he were there everyday. I also get the feeling that its not going to last feeling. Maybe thats why I have this insomnia. Maybe Im afraid I wont feel the same the next day. I have always kept my problems bottled up inside of me. In fact humor has masked ny feelings for most of my life. Yes, we need to enjoy each day to the fullest and hope it does not come crashing down. I can not start over again. I cant go through that pain again!!!
> WAYNEyou hit the one point i want to work on here:
i'd like us to try to decrease our anxieties about possible poop out ... .. for as much as we can control them.while acknowledging that, despite how much we want to avoid it, poop out is a possiblity, and it is one we can not control ..... but we should be prepared for, as much as we can prepare ....
so that if that bad day does come when it turns out that our castles are made of sand and they begin to melt into the sea ....
we may depend on each other to get us through it .... even if we must start all over again ..... even if we must endure that pain again .....
because our friends here will help us ....
and
because our kids need us .....take care wayne!!!!
~ jimp.s. i have not heard one word about any lexapro poop out at all ..... has anyone ?
how long have the europeans been taking lex? any poop outs there?
~ j
Posted by lil' jimi on May 25, 2003, at 0:35:48
In reply to Re: Lexapro comments, posted by 2beornot2benuts on May 24, 2003, at 14:20:50
hi 2B,
> Hello, I'm still here, Thanks to all for your advice and concern. It really helps! I got to rest alot today, my son and husband helped take care of my 2yr old daughter. Side effects aren't so bad today, they must be worsened by stress. I think the effexor is loosening it's grip too. I'm not so dizzy, and no freaky brain zaps. I'm glad a few of you actually respond and get (better?} relief from these AD's. I'm still fighting the fact that I need them, whether there helpul or hurtful. I really wish I never took them in the first place. Gotta go... TAKE CARE!!! 2B
pulling for you here!! .... love to hear that the home team's pulling together to help you out, especially with the kids ..... way to go 2B's boys!! ..... figure if you had caught the flu and it has you out of commision, they'd fill in for you..... and it is a lot like the flu, except you should feel better than before once it's over .....
you wrote: "I really wish I never took them in the first place."
..... i know how that feels!.... for a long time ... until just lately, really .... i felt that all of the problems from getting on lex were 10 times more trouble than my symptoms ..... now i realize i was wrong ...... because the more i recover, the more i recognize how serious my symptoms were/ are.hang in there .... post when you're up to it.
you have friends here!TAKE CARE!!!
~ jim
Posted by lil' jimi on May 25, 2003, at 0:48:29
In reply to Re: Dif person lil' jimi, posted by Mariposa on May 24, 2003, at 22:29:47
greetings and welcome Mariposa!
> > hi okpolosi,
> >
> > you have impressed me again ... you should be proud of yourself ... i feel soooo .......
> >
> > ...... HAPPY! that you are doing so well!!!!
> >
> >
> >>>>>>Spreading wings......feel the breeze floating up,......stretching out.....and.... I launch myself out into the wild blue yonder......up up and away in my butterfly...my butterfly.....Wwwaaaahhhhiiinnngs!!!!
>
> Doesn't QUITE fit, but...oh well!
>
> If you didn't catch it...5th dimension...first concert I ever went to...kind of dates me - old lady!
>
> I think it's all the caffe...worked til 10:30PM last nite, had to go in this morning @6AM and worked till 5PM, and I think I'm koffinated.
>
> Need to try to relax and go to bed...HOPE WE ALL HAVE SWEET DREAMS!
>
> ps. Almost forgot....This is the first flight of the MARIPOSA.....hope she does not crash....i am very confident that everyone here hopes you do not crash! i liked that song too and can remember when it was new .... i'm 52: am i older than you? (you needn't answer!)
butterfly, i hope you just keep flying on ..... fly by this way again soon .....
and have those SWEET DREAMS!!!
TAKE CARE !!!!~ jim
p.s. coffee is good.
Posted by Mariposa on May 25, 2003, at 7:02:45
In reply to Re: Dif person lil' jimi » Okpolosi, posted by lil' jimi on May 24, 2003, at 11:44:39
> hi okpolosi,
>
> you have impressed me again ... you should be proud of yourself ... i feel soooo .......
>
> ...... HAPPY! that you are doing so well!!!!
>
>> i find this all very very encouraging and hopeful .... the inspirational thing for me is your struggle, over which you've managed to survive and grow to this point where you can be so positive and constructively analytical.
>
> i read this as you making progress .... real progress!
>
> on the one hand, you suffered your symptoms so long and on the other, you suffered such bad SEs ..... shouldn't that serve to validate that you deserve to get to feel good ?.... finally!
>
> analogy: you had been down so long you hadn't realized you'd been holding you breath ... and 'under water' (depressed) .... so that when you manage to find the surface, it's disorienting .... and when you get to break the surface and finally breathe, it seems alien, because it's so unfamiliar.
>
> so now it is almost too fantastic to imagine that that much suffering could really be gone forever .... that we could be so blessed ...... why us ?
>
> and this change is so great that that suffering person we know does not even seem to be related to this new alien breathing person .... ..
>
> hey, what's that sound? there! There it is Again! ...it's ... laughter (!) ... and it's so close! ...it's ..... coming....from ....
> ...
> .......me!
> Impossible!!!
> HA!
>
> and yes, ms okpolosi, i'd say we are rapporting here alright .....
> as you have broached your issues with your dad, you have opened me up to considering my issues with my mom ..... aye, indeed there's work to be done there ..... she died june 3rd 2002 ..... you'll likely be hearing more about this, thank you in advance for that ..... and for all of this.
>
> and, No, it has never been easy ... i guess important things never are ..... but with lex it at least seems possible now.
>
> i say we save our energy we'd waste worrying about deserving our new-found advantages, and instead use the advantages and that energy to steel ourselves for this anxiety about possible poop out ...... because worrying about our success is something which isn't rational but which we may control, whereas the risk of poop out is real, and it is rational to try to anticipate it and prepare a beneficial response ..... since we can have this much anticipation and its lead-in time and the strength and sanity to be able to prepare ....
>
> what have people done when the other ADs have pooped on them? (oo, sorry for the bad mental picture) my gp mentioned effexor, but i'd hate to go there.
> would a benzo supplement make sense? ... or maybe wellbutrin supplement? ....... i suggest these things Just in case we must see our paradise begin to melt .... never hurts to have back-up plans and the plans should help lessen the anxiety ... anxieties.
>
> Okpolosi, you're alright! you hang in there and just tough it out that we are goin to have to feel good now. Okay?
>
> more later,
> TAKE CARE!!!
> ~ jim
>
> p.s. my prayers to 2bornot2bnuts, in her time of suffering: May she find refuge from misery
> ~ jWOW!!! Are we getting better or WHAT? I too have found myself actually laughing....seems like it's been so long.....That thread about misic in the head and O-CD's just killed me, I LAUGHED so hard when I read that!!!!!
And you are so right on w/all you have said here....I should quit looking the gift horse in the mouth and just get on and RIDE!!!!! because who knows, that horse may break a leg over that next hurdle.
I guess it's just that I have been all curled up for too long, not used to being happy....so I have to look for the BAD in everything, and right now it's that dreaded "POOP OUT".......
And we just don't hear enough from long term users to aleviate those FEARS.
Anytime you want to discuss the past, family anything, I'm there for you, or anyone else. I feel obligated now to help those who have helped me, or those who are struggling to get to where we find ourselves now. I'm rambling aren't I...
Each of us has our own story, problems, issues, reasons, delusions, and I know it helps so much to realize you ARE NOT ALONE!!!
Posted by blkvettes on May 25, 2003, at 9:13:43
In reply to Re: Dif person lil' jimi, posted by Mariposa on May 25, 2003, at 7:02:45
Hi there, there really are no long term users on lexapro. I mean the med is not even a year old. I guess if we were to look for answers we would have to do a little research on its family member celexa. Lil Jimi, I go to a lot of boards and below is something I put together for people who had a hard time believing in panic attacks, anxiety and depression. This is what I fear, returning to this mess. But then again, I do have the knowledge of experience on my side if the dreaded poop out does happen. Maybe between the 2 or 3 of us maybe we could see how those celexa people are doing. Some from this board have tried lexapro and ended up back on celexa. Well hope all is fine for everyone on this wonderful holiday weekend. GOD bless all who have or are fighting to keep this country the greatest on earth.
WAYNE
Message 1 of 5 Subject 1 of 27
Subject: PANIC ATTACK SYMPTOMS
Date: 4/14/2003 11:59 AM Eastern Daylight Time
From: Aw041757
Message-id: <[email protected]>
Hi, I know when I first started having panic attacks and anxiety and depression, I could not believe my mind was doing all this. I am so much better now since my med kicked in. Below I have listed symptoms that I suffered with. I know that when these attacks started I wanted to know if everyone else had the same symptoms. It is very scary but once you rule out everything physical through a physical exam you will find that it is all in your head. I hope this list brings a little comfort to anyone who is going through this and you can overcome all these fears you have. It is not easy and is very hard but you dont quit fighting. You can win the fight with meds or therapy and a lot of praying. Good luck to all those who have to endure this terrible illness. Feel free to email me anytime day or night if I can help in any way. I know what you will go through and hope and pray that you all will find your way out of this darkness. TAKE CARE ALL AND GOD BLESS!!!!!!!! Here are the symptoms I have experienced and there are a lot of others that I did not have. You can have anything possible from head to toe!!!!!!!!
Feelings of a heart attack, the thought i had many diseases and was going to die, hot flashes in stomach and face, cold flashes on my head, muscle pains and spasms and twitches all over my body, body shaking, sweating and chills, wobbly and balance problems when walking, anxiety, depression, crying spells, siucide thoughts constantly, severe stomach problems, choking feeling in the throat, dizziness, fear of being alone and leaving the house, numbness in neck arms and legs, huge weight loss, heart palpitations, insomnia, bad dreams, waking up and cant breathe.
In closing I will say please force yourself to eat it will help with the stomach, take deep breaths to relax. Dont be afraid of meds and if you start them, start on a low dose for at least a week to let you get used to it and minimize the side effects. You have to give the med at least 4 to 8 weeks to work. If you have some bad side effects please dont quit after just 1 med. It took me three tries to get the right one. GOOD LUCK TO ALL!!!!!!
WAYNE
Posted by lil' jimi on May 25, 2003, at 14:02:52
In reply to Re: please be civil » 2beornot2benuts, posted by Dr. Bob on May 24, 2003, at 18:11:18
hi dr. bob,
i'm posting this reply to your warning to 2BeOrNot2Be to be civil, here for the benefit of my fellow rule violators and because i doubt there would need to be any discussion ..... any discussion should be re-directd to psycho-babble administration ..... thank you for your support.
you wrote:
> PS2: Language like that should not be quoted "as is" in another post, either.acknowledging my lapse(s),
offering my apology,
promising my compliance,
appreciating your guidance ...sincerely,
~ jimp.s continuing to pull for 2B to make it through her storm !!
Posted by theo on May 26, 2003, at 9:56:16
In reply to Re: Lexapro and Nausea » theo, posted by Okpolosi on May 23, 2003, at 18:59:40
Thank you, I'll try and be patient and give it more time. I also feel kind of weird and spacey, not really with it, should this also go away with Lexapro??
Posted by theo on May 26, 2003, at 10:02:58
In reply to Re: Lexapro comments, posted by blkvettes on May 24, 2003, at 15:09:52
Hi there. Im going to be patient with Lexapro and give it a while longer. I was thinking about trying Effexor XR which my doctor also suggested if Lexapro doesn't work but have seen a lot of negative response to Effexor and side effects include withdrawal if discontinued. Any comments???
Posted by theo on May 26, 2003, at 10:53:00
In reply to Anyone switched to Lexapro? « ggrrl, posted by Dr. Bob on June 11, 2002, at 7:52:48
I've been taking Lexapro for a few weeks and going to give it more time. Effexor XR claims to help with motivation, and the 10mg Lexapro seems to make me feel spacey and lack of motivation. Any input???
Posted by apolicz on May 26, 2003, at 12:00:29
In reply to What is the best time to take, posted by cody on September 30, 2002, at 11:50:26
I have been taking my Lexapro 10mg. in the evening before bed, I have had no problems with Insomnia yet. Just a little daytie tiredness, and the nausea. It is finally starting to go away though. This is the 5th medication they have tried me on and it seems to be the most tolerable for me.
Posted by apolicz on May 26, 2003, at 12:04:03
In reply to Re: Lexapro and Nausea, posted by theo on May 26, 2003, at 9:56:16
The nausea will go away. Mine is just starting to and I have been taking it for 2 weeks.
Posted by blkvettes on May 26, 2003, at 12:07:56
In reply to Re: What is the best time to take, posted by apolicz on May 26, 2003, at 12:00:29
> I have been taking my Lexapro 10mg. in the evening before bed, I have had no problems with Insomnia yet. Just a little daytie tiredness, and the nausea. It is finally starting to go away though. This is the 5th medication they have tried me on and it seems to be the most tolerable for me.
Hi there, glad you have had very few side effects. All of which should go away in time. Lex made me very tired for weeks. How is it working for you? How long you been taking it? GOOD LUCK!!!
WAYNE
Posted by blkvettes on May 26, 2003, at 12:16:28
In reply to Switch from Lexapro to Effexor XR???, posted by theo on May 26, 2003, at 10:53:00
> I've been taking Lexapro for a few weeks and going to give it more time. Effexor XR claims to help with motivation, and the 10mg Lexapro seems to make me feel spacey and lack of motivation. Any input???
Hi there, the side effects you describe are very normal. I felt that way for quite awhile.At a few weeks this is not near enough time for the med to work unless you get real lucky. You have to give it a good 8 weeks at least. Dont mess with going up or down with the dose. Just be patient and give it time. I hope it works for you. No med is going to work in a few weeks and they will all have side effects for weeks. TAKE CARE!!!!
WAYNE
Posted by Mariposa on May 26, 2003, at 16:55:07
In reply to Re: Lexapro side-effects - CSWIFE pls read, posted by Okpolosi on May 24, 2003, at 11:43:46
> > I have been reading posts here for a month or so and decided I should share my Lex experiences, too. What I have read has been so helpfull and thank you all for sharing.
> > I'm in week 5 on 5mg and I take it late morning, around 10:00AM, have never taken any meds before.
> > Week 1 - Nausea for a few hours after taking, mild diahrea, REALLY bad Headaches in the evening. Felt tired and foggy headed in the afternoon. Noticed some mild anxiety. No trouble sleeping. Towards end of week started feeling like I was getting the flu. Noticed my teeth hurt and realized I was clenching. Didn't want to eat at all, no appetite.
> > Week 2 - People at work have the flu, I called in sick all week, really felt terrible and don't know for sure if it was Lex or flu, had no fever, but had headaches, congestion, runny nose, chills, diahrea, slept A LOT, day and night. Eat like a pig but actually lost a pound or two, realy crave carbs ( Potatoe chips, Chex mix, etc. ). Occasional anxiety. Got an itchy rash all over my back and top of my arms. Head feels "big" and spacey. Have to tell self not to clench teeth.
> > Week 3 - "Flu" symptoms going away, feel very tired, no energy, short of breath if I do anything. Head still feels funny - spacey. Sweaty armpits on some days, blurry vision, a few mild night sweats, but in general no trouble sleeping. Still have mild diahrea. Had one day of bad lower back pain. Anxiety seems to occur less often. Gained back the pounds I lost.
> > Week 4 - Feel better physically, not mentally - still very angry and irritable, period is coming. A little trouble sleeping, want to blame husband for keeping me awake. Sweaty pits seem to have gone away, head doesn't feel funny any more, still have mild diahrea (not really a problem, just different than usual). Energy returning, able to do a lot more at work without feeling out of breath. Still clenching some but not as bad.
> > Week 5 - Actually haven't finished week 5, only half way through. Got a customer complaint at work because I was such a BITCH! Supposed to be having period but hasn't actually started yet. Snapped at husband for no reason. Blurry vision improved slightly. Still don't want to get out of bed in the morning. Am starting to wonder if I should take 7.5mg or even 10 as I don't feel "better", but then figure I should still give it another week or 2, not sure I have given Lex long enough to help.
> > I will update, and again want to thank everyone for your input, it helps to know you are not alone!!!
>
>Good luck THEO, keep us posted!
Posted by Mariposa on May 26, 2003, at 16:59:28
In reply to Re: Lexapro side-effects - CSWIFE pls read, posted by Okpolosi on May 24, 2003, at 11:49:43
> >
> > Today is the first day of Week 6, period should be ending today, but the anger has not gone away. Two days ago I was flaming mad at work ( the place drives me nuts!! ) and I decided to go up to 10mg of Lex, have been taking 5mg.
> > Felt slightly better yesterday, but diahrea increased, my back itches some, and jaw clenching. Other than that, have not noticed any of the other side effects that I experienced previously.
> > I am still optimistic that the Lex will help me, I think I feel better, not quite as angry as before, but still not totally "well" yet. Depression is still there lurking around, and don't feel "good".
>
> Thought I should include this one as well. You can see that even at my 6th week I was still having trouble. I'm glad to say I improved steadily from there and I'm doing much better.
>
> Again I hope this is of some help.I am now into 5th month on Lex and doing GREAT....like a new lease on life. Best of luck!
Posted by theo on May 26, 2003, at 22:29:44
In reply to Re: Lexapro side-effects - THEO pls read, posted by Mariposa on May 26, 2003, at 16:59:28
Thanks, I'll try and be patient. I'm only in 3rd week of 10mg Lexapro and being a typical controller, I want results "now"!!
Posted by Dr. Bob on May 26, 2003, at 23:17:04
In reply to Re: on me being more civil » Dr. Bob, posted by lil' jimi on May 25, 2003, at 14:02:52
Posted by DC on May 27, 2003, at 9:15:14
In reply to Re: DC AND LEXAPRO, posted by blkvettes on May 24, 2003, at 1:52:35
> HI DC, CANT SAY YOU DID NOT GIVE IT A FAIR SHOT. ARE YOU STARTING THE ZOLOFT WHILE YOUR WEANING OFF THE LEX. OR ARE YOU WEANING OFF THE LEX FIRST. JUST CURIOUS BECAUSE I READ MANY PLACES WHERE IF YOU GET TO MUCH SEROTONIN IT CAN CAUSE DEPRESSION. IF YOUR WEANING OFF THE LEX FIRST, LIKE I SAID YOU MIGHT GET LUCKY AS YOU GO DOWN IN DOSE. BUT IF YOUR STARTING ZOLOFT AT THE SAME TIME WE ALL WISH YOU LUCK. BUT THE ZOLOFT QUESTION. MY HALF BROTHER SAME FATHER AND DIFFERENT MOTHER IS TAKING ZOLOFT. I TRIED IT AND HAD AN ALLERGIC REACTION. MY FATHER, BROTHER AND I LOOK A LIKE. BUT COULD NOT SAY OUR BLOOD TYPE IS THE SAME. BUT YOU WOULD THINK THAT IF YOUR BROTHER AND YOU HAD SIMILAR DNA AND BLOOD TYPE IT COULD BE POSSIBLE. BUT THEN AGAIN A LOT OF TIMES WHEN SOMEONE NEEDS AN ORGAN TRANSPLANT MOST OF THE FAMILY IS RULED OUT. I JUST WISH YOU THE BEST AND HOPE THE ZOLOFT ENDS YOUR DEPRESSION. CHECK BACK IN AND GIVE US DETAILS ON HOW YOUR COMING ALONG. GOD BLESS!!!!
> WAYNE
>
>
>
Sorry for the delay in responding. Someone I know decided to erase me C drive on computer at home, so had to wait until back at work. I was taking 20mg of Lexapro and now the doctor has it as follows: Week 1-15mg Lex & 25mg Zorloft / Week 2-10mg Lex & 50mg Zorloft / Week 3-5mg Lex & 75mg Zorloft / Week 4-stop Lex completely and continue 75mg Zorloft till next appointment. I had given the Lex about 4 months and now going through the "did I do the right thing?" But, I do that with almost EVERYTHING, more now it seems. Born and raised in the same area for 33 years and just relocated thinking change from the "same old negative crowd" would help. But my son is 16 (yes, do the math LOL) and wasn't too happy about the move, so that is part of my worries. But the doctor pretty much has me on the Lex or Zorloft for my social anxiety and panic attacks when leaving the house. I am extremely hard on myself and pretty much can't really find one thing that I like about my self. So, when needed to go out I still feel the need for a few drinks beforehand (not during the day for work, just mostly for social activities) to get my "liquid courage." But really don't like this and afraid those will start to notice and think I am a lush LOL. I have pretty much spent my entire life not wanting to be social because too worried about what others will think of me. Which I know stems from my childhood years. Nothing was ever good enough and then learning mother did try to give me to my grandmother because her new b/f wanted a boy (my brother - 4 years apart) and NO girls. And then having my great-grandmother constantly repeating to me that nobody wants me, not even my own mother. I really don't have that many memories prior to maybe the age of 10 or so. The great-grandmother deal was told to me by my grandmother from walking into the room and hearing this. Most memories are what is told to me and even seem more dream like than real memories. The doctor wants me to see a psychologist and I have tried before, but just can't seem to make the call. I feel like an idiot talking to any one eye to eye about this (actually talking eye to eye in general LOL). Also, I guess by going to a psychologist I feel like needing a "shrink" makes me not normal. I have a tendency to mask a lot through humor and most of the time it is sarcastic humor. As soon as I get that "everything is great" feeling I all of a sudden tell myself that I shouldn't get too used to it cause someone or something is bound to come by and knock me off of that pedestal. I just can't seem to be that "happy, go lucky" kind of person and I want to be. Most might think I am due to the sarcastic humor. I don't know, guess I can just keep trying until I find something that works. Not to mention I have rambled for way too long LOL. Been told I should just try becoming an author cause' writing is so easy for me (can't you tell? LOL). I apologize in advance if I have bored anyone at all. Have a good one. DC
Posted by oregon on May 27, 2003, at 9:45:36
In reply to Re: Lexapro and Nausea, posted by apolicz on May 26, 2003, at 12:04:03
I am into my 2nd month taking Lexapro (20) mg. I split the times up because of problems with side effects. I seem to be allergic to flea and spider bites now ~ big welts. They used to never really bother me. Now I feel like a buffet table for the pests? Anyone hear of anything like that before? I guess I am into the nausea phase now, I try not to think about it until my mouth begins to salivate....Back to the fleas, spiders nothing else has changed same soaps, diet etc. This weekend no one else was suffering from bites, finally had to break down and buy a can of " Off".
Maybe I am just getting sweeter :) hahahahaahahah
Thanks Sharon
Posted by CAR51962 on May 27, 2003, at 10:20:52
In reply to Anyone switched to Lexapro? « ggrrl, posted by Dr. Bob on June 11, 2002, at 7:52:48
I HAVE NOT TAKEN LEX(MY MEDICATION)FOR ABOUT 6 DAYS NOW. I THINK I AM EXPERIENCING WITHDRAWELS. I DO NOT FEEL WELL AT ALL. MY HEAD IS VERY DIZZY. I FEEL LIKE I AM IN A TUNNEL. MY HEART HURTS ALSO. DO HAVE A CALL INTO MY DOCTOR. HAS ANYONE EVER GONE THROUGH THIS?
Posted by blkvettes on May 27, 2003, at 10:39:49
In reply to Re: DC AND LEXAPRO » blkvettes, posted by DC on May 27, 2003, at 9:15:14
Hi DC, I hope all goes well with the zoloft. You should see the shrink, you have nothing to lose!! Keep looking until you find one that makes you comfortable. Sorry about your childhood!!! Some of what you write strikes home with me. I also when going out would chug a drink or two if there were going to be a lot of people there. Or I would do this if meeting people I did not know. I also mask my insecurities and pain with sarcastic humor. I have written about this on other boards. Not sure what it means!!!!! Your post was not boring!!!! I could relate to it way to much!!! TAKE CARE!!!!!!
WAYNE
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