Posted by James K on February 11, 2006, at 2:02:50
In reply to Good luck on a quick recovery » James K, posted by muffled on February 10, 2006, at 15:45:29
Thank you Muffled.
I'm going in to fix my head.
not drinking is going to have to be part of it.
I'm always going to have doubt about that.
But I'll have plenty of time to think about it with a clear head.I used to think I would die in the street.
It's hard to let go of ideas we figured out when we were children. "I'm not going to make it" "I don't have to do it their way, I can do nothing"
"If things ever get too hard I can (insert bad thing here)" "Someday they'll stop hurting me and I'll start hurting them." "I should be ashamed of myself" "This is what you get when you (insert bad thing here)" just ideas, some mine, some other's. sorry for the bring down.I better go to bed now,
goodnight,
james k
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