Posted by Toph on February 9, 2005, at 22:05:55
In reply to Re: that gave me chills it's so romantic » Toph, posted by anastasia56 on February 9, 2005, at 16:00:35
ana, I'm so ashamed. I come from a nice family. I went to the best schools. My brothers are wealthy. My sister just got her PhD. I live in a nice house that's empty. I'm so afraid I didn't instill confidence in my kids. My wife is so nice but I'm afraid I don't make her happy, feel loved or beautiful. I'm so negative. I've been depressed since age 5 which is my first memory of wanting to die. Here I sit crying like a fool talking to a computer while my wife sleeps. I could tell you things I've accomplished, people I've helped, friends who love me, but if you don't have a sense of wholeness, of love for yourself and the world you have created to live in, what hope is there for fixing all this broken mess of ruined dreams?
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