Posted by kara lynne on June 14, 2003, at 19:00:23
In reply to Re: Rage and homicidal humming. » kara lynne, posted by shar on June 13, 2003, at 14:44:05
Thanks shar. I think I'm just overwhelmed, as well as alienated. Today while I was getting my hair cut I started sweating and feeling like I was going to faint and that everything was closing in on me. I couldn't get a breath and felt pressure in my chest. I *wasn't* actually feeling panic, so it was even scarier (that sounds weird), but I thought it had to be physical--like a heart attack. In the past I've been aware enough of the panic to know that's what it was, this time it really felt purely physical.
Hours later and I still feel strange, and tight in the chest. I know I'm overwhelmed. In the middle of everything my boyfriend wants to go look a at house tomorrow --if I don't move in with him that means I have to find another place, and soon. That and this test coming up, and a doctor appt. I'm nervous about.
And then...I might be writing this to no-one. Well if that's so, I promise to answer myself.
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