Posted by kalyb on June 7, 2003, at 13:06:00
Me again.....
Yes I am going to mention this to my pdoc when I see him in 10 days time, and yes this is starting to bother me, just a little.
I woke up unusually early this morning (for me, anyway), and have felt fit as a flea all day. Better than normal. (You know the kind of thing).
So why, about an hour ago, was I crying again over my ex bf? I do miss him, that's for sure, but it's been 6 weeks since the breakup and last weekend, Friday and Saturday, I felt really sad and weepy as well, following a few days of feeling great. I feel so silly for this! I know it's okay to feel sad, but why so suddenly, and why Saturdays? He has been on my mind a lot lately, almost constantly, but I can normally keep that in check... apart from the rare wave of sadness like today's.
I even got some photos out and thought: Wow, he's not a handsome chap at all, is he... (naughty Kalyb!) but that didn't make me feel any happier.
Am I experiencing a type of BP cycling? If so, then I'm not getting major highs, and I've certainly had much worse lows.... but should I be getting *any* lows on Effexor (or any AD)? or is it the meds just settling down? Today's little weep was not as profound as last week's...
*puzzled*
Kalyb xx
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