Posted by kara lynne on May 31, 2003, at 22:08:24
In reply to Don't be me, posted by whiterabbit on May 31, 2003, at 1:07:30
Hi dear Gracie,
I'm so glad to hear from you. You are certainly strong in the face of all you're going through. Do I remember you posting that you are no longer depressed or did I hallucinate that?I have already wasted so much time in my life in relationships that don't work. I don't seem to learn my lessons quickly. I know it's a downward spiral to think of time as being wasted, but that's the depressive trap...
I'm currently obsessed with the old boyfriend I dreamt about, thinking I should have just married *that* abusive alcoholic. I really believe I will never find happiness in a relationship. I had a devastating feeling the other day; I wondered if this sadness I've felt almost since I can remember being alive, was the knowing that I would never find love in this lifetime.
On that happy note I will thank you for your post and end by saying that if anyone "deserves a chance to be happy" it is you.
P.S. Will you write my personal ad, or can I just plaguerize yours?
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