Posted by Shar on March 4, 2002, at 13:10:40
In reply to Re: Haven't been posting. Shar..ps, posted by Phil on March 4, 2002, at 6:28:37
Phil,
Yes, I have had that kind of experience where I was hardly even forming words in my mind, they were just shooting out of my fingers.It was on an IM chat, and the other person would say something like 'sorry' and I'd say
WELL IT'S A LITTLE LATE FOR THAT NOW ISN'T IT YOU MF?? YOU BROKE YOUR WORD, IT IS WORTH NOTHING, YOU HAVE NO HONOR, YOU CAN NEVER BE TRUSTED AGAIN, ALL YOUR WORDS ARE LIES
and little tidbits like that. Looking back, I was very dissociated during the whole thing.
I did not expect to 'go off' like that, did not even feel a lot of anger when we first started talking--tho it was obviously there.
I think I started my diatribe with "Fuck you asshole" after he said something agressive like 'how have you been?' I gotta believe he was asking for it. 8-)
And, I've cleared a few desktops in my time--one swoop and it's all on the floor, you know, that kinda thing. I haven't had a good eruption in a while now, maybe one is coming.
P.S. I didn't know Trouble was from Austin and you can tell in my post below that I didn't know you knew. We probably need to have coffee.
Shar
Take care, Phil. I figured you were involved with someone when I didn't hear from you. See, you shouldn't abandon your friends; I might have saved you from some of that! (right......)
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