Posted by 10derHeart on September 19, 2008, at 22:44:33
In reply to I miss him so much, posted by 10derHeart on September 19, 2008, at 3:12:00
...you all are *so* totally awesome. (gosh that's an overused phrase, but I still used it!)
I don't know if I'll reply individually, and I do understand I don't *have* to (thanks, lucie :-)) ...but I think I want to. It just may take some time. You all had such similar, yet also such different and unique things to say - every single one of you helped me with these feelings and I do have things I want to say to each of you.
I feel relief from posting. I should have done it sooner. It just.....seems so private sometimes, these feelings and this unusual situation. But private is okay here, I think.
We had a fantastic phone call early this a.m. and I still feel like he poured a bottle of healing medicine through the phone. And he really didn't do or say a thing "special." I didn't ask him to speak in a certain tone, or to say certain things, I just talked to him and he talked to me and it was comforting....we have a special rapport that's hard to describe.
I will be back. Definitely.
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