Posted by rskontos on December 7, 2007, at 11:15:11
In reply to Couple of things..., posted by Wittgenstein on December 6, 2007, at 17:39:58
Witti, I understand about how you only post when you are doing well and I guess you basically hide when doing not so well. Dont feel like a deceiver. I would normally be that way too. But at this point I have no one else and I will lose my way if I don't do something. And lets face it, it is easier to post online that to tell say our T face to face things hear. I eventually tell her but only after I do it here first. It is like a trial run. It does help me. I know I am losing it. I have always hidden everything about me from everyone. Bu t I am so tired of that and I am losing energy to do that anymore. so don't envy me or admire me, I just am being honest for the first time to others here only and to myself for the first time. I truly wish I could do IRL with everyone. But they wouldn't take it well so I can't. I thank you for sharing this. I think this was a big step for you and Twinleaf to admit that this is the reason you don't always post. Maybe now sometimes you will be able to.....
I am always glad you and Twinleaf were able to share the termination issue. And but were able to get some peace from your T's on it. My own T knew that although I hadnt discussed it with her, she told me last session she wasn't going anywhere that we had a longhaul to go and she was here for the duration. She is smarter than me.
Take care of yourself. and thanks again.
rk
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