Posted by frida on September 25, 2007, at 10:34:11
In reply to Re: Realme - » RealMe, posted by antigua3 on September 25, 2007, at 8:45:34
This is such hard, hard stuff. :-(
I've read all the thread and couldn't find the strength to contribute...
but I wanted to say I agree with antigua..I remember my abuse since I was in primary school but have blocked all the previous years...I just have some flashes, painful, horrible, and the pain of the little girl who can't even verbalize what happened and feels horrible shame.
My T has told me that my silence of years in T, how hard it is for me to verbalize it all, this pain so out of...language...makes her feel that the abuse started when I was very,very young.
I have some flashes in kindergarden years and just deep pain I can't put into words.
I know I might never know for sure when exactly it all started...It has taken me seven years almost in T and I still can't verbalize the years of s.a that i do remember...
But i don't think all memories can be accessed...Some people block a lot of it..some remember bits...All the stuff about implanted memories and such....i wish people could realize those are just the fewest cases...but there are much more real cases, of children who are suffering right now and adults who are struggling ...
It is a very delicate subject...Love to everyone,
Frida
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