Posted by Happyflower on June 12, 2007, at 0:21:00
Life is just one big sh*t sandwich and I am tired of trying. I want to quit therapy, I want to quit life, I just want sleep peacefully for a full 8 hours. I want one day to go by without more sh*t. I am tired of trying, if people don' tlike me, that is there problem. I don't feel safe her anymore, don't feel safe in chat. I just don't feel supported, so I guess I have used all my support up. I feel like a little girl who nobody cared about. That is okay I just want to stay in my dark hole. At least I like myself enough to be by myself. Sorry I just can't help anyone right now, I try, and well I make things worse. I don't think I want to be a T either. I am tired of my heart being stomped on. I am losing all my strength to stay here. I feel so unloved at the momement, I just want to curl up, motionless, with a shield protecting me against the arrows.
poster:Happyflower
thread:762539
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