Posted by peddidle on March 5, 2007, at 21:48:02
In reply to Re: Am I depressed? *possible trigger* » peddidle, posted by Poet on March 1, 2007, at 20:58:30
> Hi Pediddle,
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> I'm dysthymic, too, and have periods where I am more depressed than usual, which a few times has ended up in a full blown major depression and thinking of enacting my plan. I think about suicide all the time, it's when I want to enact the plan that my T worries about me.**Now I feel like maybe I am more depressed than usual. Maybe these last few weeks have just been more stressful than usual. I'm not sure. So is it "normal" to have thoughts about suicide? They kind of come and go throughout the day, and never last longer than a few seconds or a minute.
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> Maybe play it by ear for Monday. See how you're feeling, and if you don't think you need to see her call her and let her know. I know she said just show up or not, but I'm thinking that if it was my T she'd worry if I didn't show up, so I'd call her and tell her I'm okay.**She wrote me back this morning (regarding the email I forwarded to her from my professor). At one point she said "We will talk more about this on Thursday." She ended the email with "See you Thursday." So I took that to mean she either didn't want me to come in today, or didn't think I needed to come in today. I would say maybe she forgot, but I know she put it on her schedule. So I didn't even bother popping in to say, hi, I'm fine, see you later. Who knows, maybe I'll get an email from her tomorrow morning asking where I was...although, I she probably would have sent that email this afternoon.
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> I'm glad you're doing better. Hang in there.
>
> Poet**Thanks Poet!!
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