Re: :-) X2

Posted by muffled on September 11, 2006, at 22:34:09

In reply to :-) X2, posted by ElaineM on September 11, 2006, at 16:39:29

> My arm looks better today. It still hurts to bend but it's healing. I'm glad -- I don't like this one at all. Last night was good, and I'm proud:)
***Good for you!!!!
And even though T did what he warned me he'd do today, I'm not crazy-anxious -- just sad and torn.
***That is very cryptic, but its your choice what you say and thats fine by me.
I am sorry that you feel so sad and torn :-(
I hope your T isn't pressuring you to do something your not comfortable with :-(
I'm not even good with inconsequential decisions. Brain freeze. But he says that that's part of my pathology. That I use indecision to absolve myself from any responsibility for my existance. That I'm afraid to do what I should do, to feel happy - cause "happy" would connect me to the world of humans.
***My T has said that Satan(or whatever your idea of evil is), satan loves to trick you by having little grains of truth in the things he puts before you. Those tiny grains of truth trick people into beleiving it IS the truth. But its not. Its more untrue than true. Its mostly lies.
So I'm NOT saying anyone is lying to you, I'm just saying be careful. This is where it is so valuable to have more than one irl person involved in your life. Cuz it often takes someone NOT enmeshed in the stuff, to recognize that the grains of truth, are ONLY that. Just grains, the bulk is untrue, and potentially harmful.
Again, I DON'T know the situ. So I can't really offer any opinion other than asking you to be real careful, and to also see if you can get some additional support irl.
I know you have been SO frustrated in trying, but don't give up.
> .......Does the end always justify the means?.....man, how vague is THAT?!......???
***Yes that is vague. But thats ok.
Glad to see some smiles :-)
I just want you to be safe and happy is all El.
Please take special care.
I hope I'm not completely off the mark.
I just care is all.
I do.
Muffled

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