Posted by fallsfall on July 21, 2006, at 23:23:12
In reply to Re: Struggling (big trigger), posted by Daisym on July 21, 2006, at 21:58:35
>>He told me today that I'm wrapped in darkness so for now I need to stop questioning and struggling and just "follow orders." And my order were (are) to hold on: to him, to my kids and to you guys. I'm just suppose to work hard to stay still and not act. He said he is one step ahead of me, finding the way out of the dark tunnel, and I need to hold on to him and trust that he can lead me out of this. I want to believe him and it is hard not to struggle to find some other way to quiet my mind and ease the pain. He said "I don't care what you think, don't think. Hold on." (wow, weird thing for a therapist to say.) He is being so gentle and so strong...and I gave him a promise.
So follow orders and hold on to him, and to your kids and to us. Please hold on.
Love,
Falls
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