Posted by fairywings on February 28, 2006, at 23:30:17
In reply to Re: I’ve changed my mind: it’s too scary (TRIGGERS) » Daisym, posted by Tamar on February 25, 2006, at 10:13:15
> I wanted to hurt myself again today but I was able to resist. It wasn’t easy; the urges were strong, and also my legs don’t match and I wanted to get them looking the same (I think I’m completely nuts!). But I’ve decided my legs don’t need to match; maybe I’ll wear odd socks too!Oh please don't do this! I did it to my arms bec. they didn't match, now I regret it. I'm sorry you took that next step in cutting your breasts. I"m sure they are beautiful and are begging you not to hurt them.
Doesn't hurt turn into anger, and anger not expressed turns inward, and then to depression....seems I've read that somewhere. Probably here just don't remember.
Can you ask your T how he feels about transference? Do you see your T as a father figure? Would you be able to tell him that? Never know he might surprise you.
I hope it feels better soon,
(((hugs)))
fw
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