Posted by Shame on October 24, 2005, at 14:15:03
In reply to Depression isn't something that you can make, posted by crazy teresa on October 21, 2005, at 21:19:03
I have made posts along similar lines. It took a long time to put my finger on what was happening. In my situation it was a couple of things.First off, every day at work was something different. Different problems. Something else to solve and handle. Home? Well... Pretty much the same rut there every day. Clean. Care for others. Eat. TV. Sleep. One day ran into the other. At home it never matters what day of the week it is, it's all the same.
I also found it very hard to come home to a wife that had absolutely no grasp on what was wrong with me. You can give them books, clinical definitions, and explain it until you have no energy left, but nothing is ever good enough. She found my explanations disturbing most of the time, so instead of empathy, I got worry from her. Her worry brought me guilt.
That’s hard to come home to.
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