Posted by fairywings on September 29, 2005, at 22:09:22
In reply to Re: why is it?(trigger?), posted by muffled on September 29, 2005, at 21:50:55
I know just what you mean. All of a sudden nothing makes sense to me. I have no memories of certain years, of stretches of time, things are all fuzzy. I'm confused, and I don't know why things are the way they are. I feel like the more I try to think about it and figure it out, the more confused I get, the more migraines I get, the more physical problems I get. I think we have to trust our T's to know how to unravel our ball of twine, and get us ever so slowly back to where we can function more normally. It took us a LONG time to get this way, and it's going to take us a LONG time to get us functioning. I think the more we fight it, the harder it will be.
It seems to me that every time I start to feel good, every time things begin to look brighter, every time I find humor, I get bashed upside the head, and feel completely useless, completely worthless, and I don't know why anybody would waste their time on me. But my husband loves me, and my kids need me, so I have to hang in there. I hope you will too.
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