Posted by Dinah on August 23, 2005, at 17:55:13
In reply to Re: Mine's up for grabs right now » Dinah, posted by annierose on August 23, 2005, at 17:45:46
I'm absolutely not ok. But I have no particular idea why. I read him the posts on the thread about being afraid of losing the need. And he was pretty quiet about it, but said that his first overarching thought was that I was clearly struggling a lot right now, particularly with my feelings for him.
I don't know why that would upset me, but it did, and I came close to crying then shut down completely and left shortly after. I've no idea what he did wrong. He *did* completely forget the content of the five phone call messages I left him Friday, which irritated me and hurt me a bit. But that was earlier in the session and I didn't get upset then. He said he remembered that he had thought the last one contained a lot of insight, and he was impressed, but he didn't remember what it was I said. But it wasn't until later I got upset.
D*mned if I know why I do the things I do.
It might be the lack of food, but I wasn't hungry that early in the morning, so I don't know.
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