Posted by Jazzed on July 7, 2005, at 16:12:08
In reply to (((((((((((((JAZZY))))))))))))))))))) » Jazzed, posted by happyflower on July 7, 2005, at 15:51:33
> Oh Jazzy,
> I know you want to hear from him, you don't fool me! You are invested in this, I think. Mabye you want to pull away because of what was discused last session with him. I always want to pull away after I spill my stuff. It is a good defense from getting hurt, it has worked for me for years. Please don't give up! I would suggest you call him if you don't hear from him saying that if he doesn't respond to your note, you will cancel your appointments. He might think you are testing him, I am not sure. Please hang in there and not give up yet, okay? (((((Jazzy)))))
Thanks for the hugs Happy. I know you want me to be happy, and I appreciate that.I am seriously NOT testing him. I think I wrote a very sincere note, asking for clarification of what I should expect, asking if perhaps CBT isn't right for me, and telling him that I was really hurt by his taking a phone call during our session. I asked him to call me back. I don't think I could have been any more honest and clear. If he chooses not to call me back, then I will know what kind of a person/T he really is.
Jazzy
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