Posted by alexandra_k on July 7, 2005, at 9:12:21
In reply to Re: payment due??? » alexandra_k, posted by GreySkyEyes on July 6, 2005, at 12:21:34
thanks people. everyone. really.
you know...
for the first time...
i really think...
i don't mind that the funding was declined
i'm really determined to work with my current t now
to really appreciate what i've got
'cause i'm starting to see...
that she is pretty special.id like to say that certain things really can just be expected
but unfortunately
my experience is that they cannot be
and so i really should appreciate what i've got
and find more happiness in the moment
:-)
and i've forgotten about wassherface already
and made peace with p-doc
and i'll foward anything she sends me onto him
(for the funding committee)im officially unemployed as of today!
yay!
Yay! Oh yay!
I'm thrilled.
Not that work is sooooo verrrry bad
its just that i took on far too much
had a break down
and have been gritting my teeth saying
must get through
must get through
which sucked the enjoyment out of it rather :-(
but that is that.
and possibly...
just possibly...
i'll never have to do that again :-)
or...
even better still...
maybe one day i'll want to do it again
and actually come to enjoy it again
i feel sad that i came to see it as such a chore and a stress
i feel bad about that
but it doesn't matter it is over now
:-)
poster:alexandra_k
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